Sorry bloggie...I love U

sorry bloggie~~
been abandon u for quite long time (got more than a months i think)..=(
coz i've been busy for study and working lately. working as a part-timer at Starbucks now at Borders, The Curve. come visit me when free..hahaha

Starbucks...my favourite coffee store...hahaha....been learning how to make a best coffee for the customer..=)
come find me then i'll make a best drink for u...=)

and my study...urrgghh...assignment...feel kinda lazy to do it..have to do a software...and i chose a topic with 'POS' system..which means like those cashier's "Point Of Sales" system..get what i mean? if cant understand..then google it..xD

actually i'm kinda moody today...from what i saw today..=(
i've been falling in love with a girl..but..today..i saw she was holding hands with another guy...summore i dunno about it...before i found out about it...i'm still sms with her about today's plan for giving her the cappucino jelly i made with my mom, and asking her to see her lovely babies hamster which get born not long ago..but then...MY GAWD...how could this happen?!

last months...the same shit happens too...just different girls...and this months...urrghhh...i hate this feelings..=(
i bet u'll get hurt deeply in the heart when u saw someone u love was being holding hands with the other part...by the time i saw that..i feel like jumping out from the 3rd floor's windows..=(

and after that when i saw them...i just pretend i never notice them...i think she saw me...but she dunno how i feel that time...its not her fault for hurting me..just i never let her know how i feel towards her...well..what i can do now is...wishing them..hope both of them can stay happy together...=)
and i'll be alright..after i speed all the way LDP highway with 180km/h in the midnight...xD