Whhooopppssss~~

Well err yea...i've been leaving my blog for quite some times...kinda lazy for it...sorry for that..=)

Still busy around with my job here. Its a hard time, which, i gotta be travel all around Subang, Shah Alam and Klang area, for GOD sake...
But its going to end soon...i mean..very soon...that i still left 13 days for that...cheer for me!
HOORAAAYYY~!!!


errr...oookkaaayyy~~i know..its lame..'HOORAAYY~'...its a bad joke..-.-

actually i feel that i'm quite..clever..i mean...yea...clever...
why? because i've been skipping my working days and sleeping well and happily on my bed, which i gotta be...*LOL*

its hard and wasting time if i travel everyday all around the three places...time...petrol..everything...i wont earn any extra from my paid if i did that..seriously..i've been facing it on the first month..May i mean...and i realize that i cant cover my petrol and tol or neither my usual daily use of money...
so..yea..be clever on that...for those supervisor who work out there like me..keep that on mind..=)

oh yea...its quite early for this..i mean for the internet...from last post i've said that i have to wait until july to get the UniFi fixed...but it came early...guys... applause for the TMNET...'err...am i suppose to? NO..'
coz i deserve it...=)

watched the crime scene drama, Lie To Me..and its quite interesting...=)
its talk about a doctor, Dr. Lightman, who can read ur mind through ur facial expression, or micro expression to know wether u're lying or not. If u wanted to find out ur gf/bf was cheating from u or not, well, that the man.
He helps FBI on solving cases, murder most of all. and he was like...irritating..LOL
but he was so good in that..to find out the murderers..or to read ur facial expression or micro expression..
oh well..this science was real..check this out..
http://www.paulekman.com/
this was the real 'Lightman'  =)

after the series of Lie To Me, now i'm pursuing for the series of 'The Mentalist'
which almost the same like Lie To Me..
a solo organization..i mean..err...just him...Patrick Jane, who can read minds..
what is 'Mentalist'? Mentalist was that someone who uses mental acuity, hypnosis/or suggestion..a master manipulator of thoughts and behavior..means..he read minds...and he really do..
Patrick Jane...who work for the CBI, California Bureau Investigation to solve cases of murder, well..as likely..most of all the cases solve by himself by reading minds and giving a 100% true suggestion..which he found the murderer by reading their minds...awesome huh? actually the main thing he wanted to do was looking for the serial killer, who named himself as 'Red John' who killed 15 victims, including Jane's wife and kids. the 'Red John' drew a bloody scary smiley face on the wall everytime after he commit in murder...with blood..
why a smiley face? because he wanted to scared the person who found the body at the very first place. when we open the door, the 1st thing we did was..looked to the wall..i mean in front of us...and so on, we saw the scary bloody smiley face on the wall which terrified us, who found the body..get what i mean? i bet u get it. =)

well..u can be a mentalist too...but..u gotta spend really hard time to get to be like him..read some mind reading books and learn from it..=)

yeeaa....i know this post was long...i know...but be patient...LOL

anyway...enough for that...lets talk about..err...relationship thing?
i've been a really really bad guy...that made a girl who fall on me...
'its nothing if u made her fall on u~!'
well..there was...when the girl have a boyfriend..
yea..i know..i'm bad..i admit it...but...i cant stop doing that...getting addicted perhaps? after the incident last time? i dont know...

but the problem is..they was having some problem on their relationship...
the girl..suspect that her boyfriend was cheating on her...so i give suggestion, and try to comfort her..and we fell in love after some times..
i've suggested her to find out the truth of her boyfriend about the affair...and now she's going to find out...
but at the same time, we're getting closer and closer..so what can i do? just leave her alone? i couldnt do that..because we're just so in love...but she love him too...its hard to choose unless she find out is it really her boyfriend was cheating on her..its it does..she's going to break up with him...if its not..i'll leave..

and today...she never eat anything since morning...and until around 5..she told me that she was hungry...but i cant help~! because she was at alot setar now, staying at her boyfren's house. and her boyfriend just got home around 6 o'clock and went out again..TO HAVING HIS DINNER WITH HIS FRIEND~! i was like...WHAT THE FUCK?!
he should bring her along~! but he dint! and so..i called her...and talk to her..chat with her...for about 3 hours and more...well yea..we're having a nice talk by the way..she seems happy with it..=)
but she was still starving..and i was worried..what if she got gastric? what if she get too hungry and fainted? there's no one at home!

we've been talk to the phone till around 12+ and then only her boyfriend just got home after got her called at about 11.40..her boyfriend got home at around 12.30 with the wrong food! how could he!
everything was wrong...its just sooo wrong..how could he left her girlfriend alone while having dinner and beer outside? and brought the wrong food! she's allergy for some food~! i just wanted to say FUCK YOU ASSHOLE...u made her suffer!

i wish i'm there for her. i wish i'm her bf..i wish i could take care of her so she wont be starving all day long..


heyy..
err...
just wanted to tell u that..
yea..i've been fall on you..
and i know..
same goes to you..
i know its hard for you now..
but no matter what decision you've made..
i'll be respectful for it..
just..make the right decision..okay?
will be with you there..ALWAYS..