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My very very very first time on baking... :p

2012-01-03T15:18:00.000+08:00

Its nearly my friend's birthday. And she loves Snoopy so much...and since i never bake any cake or cookies before..so i decided to bake a cake for her. A customized snoopy cake refer from the internet i found.
The very first time i bake a cake...=)
Its something like this ---->>

nice huh? xD

yea i know...its quite difficult to do for a junior..>.<
I start looking for the ingredients since sunday morning...its easy to look for the cake's ingredients but for the sugar paste, there was an ingredient named Gelatin Powder. Which we need it to do the sugar paste.

I've went for few places..and because its Sunday..its not open..=(
Thats why i failed to start on my baking on Sunday...

Monday, 2nd January 2012
Went for haircut early in the morning. WHAT THE HELL~~~~!!! damn alot of people. Most of them was aunty and they wanted to dye their hair...-.- its my turn only when its almost 1pm -.-
And continue to look for the ingredient after that. Then at last, i found a bakery ingredient shop, and its open by foreigner..looks like from Bangladesh..o.O
But still..they're not selling the Gelatin Powder. But the chef was actually there with a pack of Gelatin Powder for himself to use...i keep on asking him to sell...been wasted an hour for like being annoying person to him...LOL (i feel that i got super thick face...-.-)
so finally..he sold me some of it..i took 200g...and it cost RM18..OMG...so expensive..-.-
*i was actually went out and came back for more than 10 times to find the ingredients...zzzzz*

Reached home and started to bake the cake first. and the result was.....taste good! commented from my mom...aahahahahah..but its still not enough for me to do the Snoopy House...so, bake another one....slightly bigger size...xD
and yeah...done....*sorry...forgot to take photo..>.< *
after that..cut it out to do the shape..done...

And now...the hardest part...SUGAR PASTE....my friend told me its difficult to make..need skills...even the Bangla chef told me that also. I just said i'll try my best...LOL
i start doing it at around 8pm+....and found out that the icing sugar was not enough..then went to Giant to buy again...-.-
after that bring my friend to see doctor..reach home at 12+ and continue my sugar paste.....LOL
so yea...the sugar paste was 50% done when it reach around 12.40am..-.-
and completely done when its 1am+ and i feel headache...=(
keep on doing it even i'm headache...LOL
the cake end up like this...

And i found out the sugar paste i made was a failure...its not like what i need...maybe its the wrong step or wrong ingredient volume i dont know. Just that its not right. And because i'm lack of time, i stop doing it already...no more surprise to my friend. =(

*I'm sorry Eshen...but i promise u that i'll do another cake for u next time. maybe....Valentine's day? xD*
guess i need to find a love shape mould...LOL

Conclusion:

Chocolate chips Madeira Cake - Success
Sugar Paste for cake - Failure
Sugar Paste for modeling - Failure
Petrol used - RM30+ (200+km)
Money used for Ingredient - RM70+

Even its failed, but its a nice experience on baking for the first time!! =)
I'll try again next time!!! :P

Its time to move on...

2011-10-30T13:56:00.000+08:00

been like busy for working and kinda lazy to update my blog...sorry guys...>.<
and shit happens...i mean in my relationship....

i'll just skip it...its kinda private tho... :p
and conclusion is...there's nothing i can do and i gotta give up...
even tho i've been like uphold for 3 months to wait for her...but at last...its not my choice wether to stay or not..its because something happened...

last weekend just had a talk with her..and there's nothing else we can do...
we cried together when we're actually talking about this...
it feel so....sad...for us that two of us love each other but we cant be together..
but...i still wanted to say thank you to you...
thanks you giving me a very nice memories for being together with you in this 3 months...its short...buts its all happiness that we got together...
we have fun together...we eat together..we share a meal...we went for a short trip...everything...thank you...
and also thank you for loving me...and i love you too....
now...i just hope that you can stay happy after this...

and FUCK my car...been like get into problem for few weeks...first the suspension...then the altenator...and then tires....after that throttle body...wth...
friday was a busy day for working...and suddenly realize that my car got problem...send to workshop near my house at damansara....they checked and said need 600+ to get it fix...OMG...i dont have so much cash now...
i called a tow truck and tow my car back to serdang's workshop...and also sent to the proton workshop...still cant fix it...now my car was still there and i was actually driving my dad's 'AE86' come back to damansara for work....kinda had fun tho...for driving a manual car after for so long....xD

nothing much to say now....but i'm actually still frens with her...and monday might go to her house..to help her to clean up her room....as a friend...not boyfriend actually...
ciaoz~! =)

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2011-10-20T03:35:00.000+08:00

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七夕情人节

2011-08-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

超久没更新了...哈哈哈...paiseh..

最近比较得空..却懒惰更新...呵呵呵..但是却一直上网玩game...下载戏..看戏...还有...出去拍拖...xD

星期六, 6/7/2011 - 农历七月初七

今天是七夕情人节...大家应该都知道吧？今年的七夕..是我二十一年来第一次庆祝...也很开心...我跟她早上就跑去瀑布玩....七早八早就去她家等她..."猪..睡醒了吗？" 她眼睛水汪汪地看着我.."嗯...=3"
可爱到~~~~~

去瀑布玩...哇塞！！冷！！不过很爽下...xD
过后就跑去公仔城买东西...买了个Winnie The Pooh抱枕...知道你喜欢pooh pooh啦...死抱着不放... -.-

吃了午餐...回家冲凉...休息下....过后跑去看戏....原本还打算看戏后去海边走走...但是却找不到海边...-.-
没变...就跑去i-City逛逛....哇~~~美到~~~~~哈哈哈哈
回到家都已经半夜一点多了....肚子饿了.....跟她一起在厨房煮spagetti.....哈哈哈..
看着她在厨房忙的样子....很有吸引力...>.<
真想现在就把你娶回家....但是现在还没这个能力....=(
花费了一个小时多....终于有得吃了....xD
吃饱就睡觉....

真的很珍惜...跟你在一起的每一分每一秒....
谢谢你...我爱你.. <3

地下情？外遇？

2011-07-31T03:20:00.000+08:00

地下情...通常都是发生在工作地方...不让人家知道嘛~~
外遇...就是第三者...

我....就是第三者....
第三者....随时都会被毁灭....
冒着自己的生命危险....(你屁啦~~哪来的生命危险？-.-)
跟着自己喜欢的人在一起....
不理人家的另一半....

但...我的情况是...
她的另一半...也外遇了...而且还找援交妹.....o.O
她是透过他的FB户口知道的...他也不知道她知道他有另一个户口
她却知道他另一个户口的密码...进去看到了不该看的东西...心..伤透了...

而我却不经意的遇上她...慢慢的...感情越来越好...
现在..她却不敢向他问清楚....导致陷入了 = 外遇 + 三角恋...

我这个第三者...很辛苦...
但我知道...她比任何人都辛苦...

没关系...我会撑下去....
你...要加油...有我在...
我现在只是在等你跟他说清楚..
因为这种东藏西躲的生活...不好受...
我一直都很渴望我们能光明正大的在一起..
很渴望你可以把我介绍给你的朋友，姐妹...

我会等....因为...
我爱你...

爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱
爱爱爱你你你你你爱爱爱爱爱你你你你你爱爱爱
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爱你你你你你你你你你你你你你你你你你你你爱
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爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱你你你爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱
爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱你爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱

我已经爱你爱到不可自拔的地步了...

2011-07-12T02:21:00.000+08:00

这个时候...我已经不能失去你了...
如果你离我而去...我真的不知道我会做出什么事....

当我看到你不开心....我也跟着不开心....
说真的...我不懂该怎样去安慰你....我唯一能做的....就只是紧紧地抱着你..
我不会多说，也不会多问....就一个拥抱就够了....

看过那么多文章...说什么当女生哭起来...就紧紧地抱着她...
我是做了...但同样的当时...我可以感觉到你的伤感....我也担心你...我害怕.....
心想着很想为你做些什么...想把你弄开心...但是却毫无头绪....对不起...我知道我没用...=(

我不想你不开心...因为...
我爱你....
爱你..就不该让你不开心...
爱你..就不该让你哭...
爱你..就不该跟你吵架吵到没完没了...
爱你..就不该骗你...
爱你..就不该瞒着你任何事情...
爱你..更不该背叛你...

邱雪莹！！我！爱！你！

时间...可以证明一切...

2011-07-09T09:05:00.000+08:00

我...恋爱了.... <3

遇到了你...我真的很开心....但是.....我知道..我们还不算正式在一起...不过我们现在做的...慢慢的...慢慢的...越来越接近了....

紧握着你的手....我可以感觉到你的温暖....我可以感觉到你对我的感觉....但是...我却感觉不到你....
你不敢真正的握着我.....是因为他....

没关系....你是需要些时间....我也可以给你时间....

我只想你答应我...不要再为了其他什么的事情而再伤害自己....我会怕...我会担心...我很怕你会出事.....我就是不想你出事....=(

现在不理怎样....我是不会放手的....我....爱....你！！！！！！

Whhooopppssss~~

2011-07-01T03:31:00.001+08:00

Well err yea...i've been leaving my blog for quite some times...kinda lazy for it...sorry for that..=)

Still busy around with my job here. Its a hard time, which, i gotta be travel all around Subang, Shah Alam and Klang area, for GOD sake...
But its going to end soon...i mean..very soon...that i still left 13 days for that...cheer for me!
HOORAAAYYY~!!!

errr...oookkaaayyy~~i know..its lame..'HOORAAYY~'...its a bad joke..-.-

actually i feel that i'm quite..clever..i mean...yea...clever...
why? because i've been skipping my working days and sleeping well and happily on my bed, which i gotta be...*LOL*

its hard and wasting time if i travel everyday all around the three places...time...petrol..everything...i wont earn any extra from my paid if i did that..seriously..i've been facing it on the first month..May i mean...and i realize that i cant cover my petrol and tol or neither my usual daily use of money...
so..yea..be clever on that...for those supervisor who work out there like me..keep that on mind..=)

oh yea...its quite early for this..i mean for the internet...from last post i've said that i have to wait until july to get the UniFi fixed...but it came early...guys... applause for the TMNET...'err...am i suppose to? NO..'
coz i deserve it...=)

watched the crime scene drama, Lie To Me..and its quite interesting...=)
its talk about a doctor, Dr. Lightman, who can read ur mind through ur facial expression, or micro expression to know wether u're lying or not. If u wanted to find out ur gf/bf was cheating from u or not, well, that the man.
He helps FBI on solving cases, murder most of all. and he was like...irritating..LOL
but he was so good in that..to find out the murderers..or to read ur facial expression or micro expression..
oh well..this science was real..check this out..
http://www.paulekman.com/
this was the real 'Lightman' =)

after the series of Lie To Me, now i'm pursuing for the series of 'The Mentalist'
which almost the same like Lie To Me..
a solo organization..i mean..err...just him...Patrick Jane, who can read minds..
what is 'Mentalist'? Mentalist was that someone who uses mental acuity, hypnosis/or suggestion..a master manipulator of thoughts and behavior..means..he read minds...and he really do..
Patrick Jane...who work for the CBI, California Bureau Investigation to solve cases of murder, well..as likely..most of all the cases solve by himself by reading minds and giving a 100% true suggestion..which he found the murderer by reading their minds...awesome huh? actually the main thing he wanted to do was looking for the serial killer, who named himself as 'Red John' who killed 15 victims, including Jane's wife and kids. the 'Red John' drew a bloody scary smiley face on the wall everytime after he commit in murder...with blood..
why a smiley face? because he wanted to scared the person who found the body at the very first place. when we open the door, the 1st thing we did was..looked to the wall..i mean in front of us...and so on, we saw the scary bloody smiley face on the wall which terrified us, who found the body..get what i mean? i bet u get it. =)

well..u can be a mentalist too...but..u gotta spend really hard time to get to be like him..read some mind reading books and learn from it..=)

yeeaa....i know this post was long...i know...but be patient...LOL

anyway...enough for that...lets talk about..err...relationship thing?
i've been a really really bad guy...that made a girl who fall on me...
'its nothing if u made her fall on u~!'
well..there was...when the girl have a boyfriend..
yea..i know..i'm bad..i admit it...but...i cant stop doing that...getting addicted perhaps? after the incident last time? i dont know...

but the problem is..they was having some problem on their relationship...
the girl..suspect that her boyfriend was cheating on her...so i give suggestion, and try to comfort her..and we fell in love after some times..
i've suggested her to find out the truth of her boyfriend about the affair...and now she's going to find out...
but at the same time, we're getting closer and closer..so what can i do? just leave her alone? i couldnt do that..because we're just so in love...but she love him too...its hard to choose unless she find out is it really her boyfriend was cheating on her..its it does..she's going to break up with him...if its not..i'll leave..

and today...she never eat anything since morning...and until around 5..she told me that she was hungry...but i cant help~! because she was at alot setar now, staying at her boyfren's house. and her boyfriend just got home around 6 o'clock and went out again..TO HAVING HIS DINNER WITH HIS FRIEND~! i was like...WHAT THE FUCK?!
he should bring her along~! but he dint! and so..i called her...and talk to her..chat with her...for about 3 hours and more...well yea..we're having a nice talk by the way..she seems happy with it..=)
but she was still starving..and i was worried..what if she got gastric? what if she get too hungry and fainted? there's no one at home!

we've been talk to the phone till around 12+ and then only her boyfriend just got home after got her called at about 11.40..her boyfriend got home at around 12.30 with the wrong food! how could he!
everything was wrong...its just sooo wrong..how could he left her girlfriend alone while having dinner and beer outside? and brought the wrong food! she's allergy for some food~! i just wanted to say FUCK YOU ASSHOLE...u made her suffer!

i wish i'm there for her. i wish i'm her bf..i wish i could take care of her so she wont be starving all day long..

heyy..
err...
just wanted to tell u that..
yea..i've been fall on you..
and i know..
same goes to you..
i know its hard for you now..
but no matter what decision you've made..
i'll be respectful for it..
just..make the right decision..okay?
will be with you there..ALWAYS..

Workaholic~~~~

2011-05-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

been busy working tis few week...before this was busy for exam...>.<

this job...arrrgghhh...super tiring...=(
its higher than my expectation.....example like...ur salary was 1000 but u gotta work for 2000 work....dude...doubled up...zzzzzzzz

and my unifi have to wait till 29 Jun only can install...now was hanging around at mamak that available with wifi...zzzzz
look what i found weeks ago..

Nike Super Mario Vintage Dunks

can i get one??? >.<

itss super rare....and guess cant be found in any place nowadays.....now i'm craving for money$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

i wanna buy new handphone...aiming for BB Torch..or probably Bold 4? LOL...i dunno..havent decide...and i wanna buy new watch!! i dint wear any watch for soooo many years...but now i think i gotta wear it....looks smart mah...xD

ooo!! and GPS too...LOL

so many things i wan...o.O

SERIOUSLY...this job...is killing me...the paid is not enough to cover...petrol..tol...phone call...mana cukup??!!!!

i have to go here and there...and its super far dude...should pay me 3k++ and more..LOL

nvm....

i plan to resign d...LOLOLOL....

BUT...the thing is...i sudah sign contract..-.-

until july...wtf....but now i'm still in probationary period lar..which means still in testing period...xD

so i decided to resign!!!!! but still have to make sure and ask them 1st...wether do i need to pay back them or they pay me for the work i've done so far....>.<

and...i got better offer!!!! =)

i'm craving for money now...-.-

wish me luck...

什么是爱情？

2011-04-22T18:10:00.001+08:00

现在才发现....

爱情...可以彻彻底底地让我崩溃....

我认识的...竟然...好像变成另一个人...

你以前不是酱的...

现在....=(

算了...反正都已经分了的...

我们只是朋友...我也不应该那么顾这些事....

可能我真的不适合谈恋爱？

为什么要这么作践自己？？！！！

2011-04-22T16:14:00.000+08:00

我真的很讨厌我自己...=(
为了她....我竟然傻傻的在惩罚自己....
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我竟然整整一个星期罚自己吃快熟面！！！！
很可笑对吧？

我只是真的真的很讨厌我自己...
我也不是要人家因为这件事伤心....=(

为什么？？！！！
为什么我要这样？？！！
我不懂....-.-

To : Mr. J*** (在blog不能写名字...-.-)
我知道你有看我的blog....
我也不妨直说.....
我是真的真的想跟你说声对不起...
我是第三者....=(
我无心却无意中伤害到你们的感情....
是我不对....
现在我跟她...在努力中...
i mean 我们都很努力把这件事忘掉...做普通朋友....
老实说...我们是还有联络...但不是时常....
我自己也尽量不会时常找她....
我对她的关心....我知道会弄到你吃醋....你也非常介意....
我也是男生....这些我都知道....

我只希望我们大家都能好好相处...
我有问过她说我想跟你meet up...好让我向你赔罪...
她说不能...因为她怕你会不tahan然后会出手打我...
但是我不怕...毕竟是我的错...=(
我现在只希望看到她开心....不会再为这件事而不开心..烦...
就这样....
为我加油忘掉吧...>.<

Sorry that i love you..

2011-04-17T01:39:00.000+08:00

Everytime when i look at ur smile...i wish the time could stop at the moment...
wishing that u was mine...

Love is blind...even i knew tat u cant be mine....
and u're belongs to someone else...but still...i've fall on u...

i'm sorry that i've hurt u...i'm sorry tat i cant stopping myself to fall on u...
i'm sorry for making u love me and decide to take a step away...

i never ask for any feedback...and i wont...
i wont ask u to love me back because i love u...
i'll only treat u like my girlfren but not asking u to be my girlfren...

u got ur bf who love u so much...
so appreciate it...
i know he really love u...and he cant live without u....
cherish what u have now...and i know u did....

i could be a guy who treat u like ur bf treat u...
but i'm not ur bf...i'm the guy who fall on u but not allowed to be ur bf...
and i wont trying to be ur bf....because u already got ur bf...

i would care about u always...but wont be too over....
i would love u...but wont be more than ur bf does...

To your boyfren:-
i'm sorry that i appear in u two's life...
but i swear to GOD i wont be taking her away from u...
maybe u'll feel jealous for my appearance...
but i can make sure i wont be crossing the line...
i might getting another girlfren...
but i'll still be care about her...
i mean i treat her as part of my family...
and i've promise her tat if anything need help...
just call me...
and we'll let u know if anything happen....
PROMISE....
once i promise...i'll compromised it....
wish u two can make it through and..
remember to call me when u two get married!! xD

好人？坏人？

2011-04-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

我....到底是好人还是坏人？不好不坏？

她....是第二个女生可以把我弄哭.....也是第二个女生我敢对她承诺的....
她...有种很特别的魅力...真的让我抗拒不了....

我认识过很多女生....也喜欢过很多女生....就算我的初恋....也不及她....为什么？我也不懂....
但是....她却有了很爱她的男朋友....她也很爱他男朋友.....

如果她还是单身...可能我们已经在一起了....但是...这只不过是个 ‘如果’.....

有人说我太好人，说我笨....叫我小心被人利用...

难道做好人都要先看情况吗？
对人好也要先想清楚吗？
关心人就一定要回报吗？
没有...对我来说...对得住自己的良心就好了...
理得它好人坏人？都是人一个...
我怎样对人...是我自己的选择....
我觉得应该对她好...就对她好....你管我？！

我喜欢她...一个很特别的她....但是目前状况不被允许...
可能以后都不会有机会...
没关系....她开心就好....
我不奢望什么东西....
我不要求什么回报....
*虽然有点不舍得...甚至还哭了..*
但真的....我没事....

现在....只能默默地守在她身边.....
看着她...关心她...

希望他男朋友不会介意有一个男生那么关心自己的女朋友...
他应该感到荣幸....>.<
放心....我不会把她从你心里夺走的.....
说到做到.....=)

我又回来啦！！

2011-04-12T23:22:00.000+08:00

好久没写华语了...写下先.....爽一下也不错嘛...xD

要update什么叻？忘了...errrr.......123? 321?

paiseh啦....最近忙着赶assignment...我也不想的啊...谁叫自己傻..特地选埋那些没人做过的topic....-.-
自己拿来衰....>.<
真的很难咯~~=(
现在放弃了....两天内做好另一个program....但是有问题...-.-
没变....那个超难的program自己得空才做....成功了就写进我的resume里...xD

太多东西讲了...有点懒惰....skip掉...xD

前几天...第一次做Event Supervisor...尽量做到最好....我知道自己是有一点点leadership的本领...但是还是觉得不够好....>.<
Red Bull 哦？ ok ok咯...很甜下.....连less sugar的都蛮甜...-.-
这份工....不错下咯...油钱，tol钱全部可以claim回...又可以载美女...>.<
不错嘛~~~~~=)

其实我不会去SEPANG的....-.-
星期五就要去了....星期四下午才收到通知....半夜特地跑去SEPANG...叫朋友show下怎样走...还好我厉害...一次就会了..而且还是在半睡状态下认路..LOL

第一天....载人.....有人迟到....弄到另一个Brand Ambassador讲我不守时（在facebook）...-.-
我没有咯~~我这个人很守时的....有时迟到都是人家害的.....>.<
讲八点就肯定准准八点或早一点点到的.....但是没人懂.......-.-

我载的五个Brand Ambassador.....有一个小过我...一个跟我同年...其他的年龄都大过我...-.-
五个人里面只有两个华人....LOLOLOL
我朋友特地选美女载.....算...我不care的....-.-

不懂要讲什么了...-.-

我管的五个promoter...只有一个是我比较喜欢的....不是情情爱爱的喜欢啦....是supervisor对员工的喜欢....-.-
不要误会(虽然是有一点点....-.-)....>.<
她不是美女....-.-
我的taste不跟人家一样....人家看美女的....我没有...-.-
我把女生分成两种....艳跟美....很大差别的...懂吗？
她是美的下面一点点....但是相处起来时不错下啦....很ngam下.....LOL
*你看到就paiseh啦....sorry.....我讲事实....>.<*
overall来讲....是蛮喜欢跟她相处的啦.....工作也很勤力....比其他人厉害....一个人一天做差不多70单生意.....人家都没有.....-.-
人家最多的才50++.....*全部总共9个promoter里面你最多啦...-.-*
所以公司才把incentive bonus给她....拿不到的....自己反省+加油啦.....=)

要看照片？真的？给你们爽下啦....LOL

有一点点曝光...paiseh...忘记调ISO...>.<

拍了很多照片...在facebook....自己去我的profile找啦...不要偷...-.-

有点懒惰了...

要赶assignment了......
这两天都有一点点想念这份工作....不懂做么....做么叻？不懂...做么会不懂做么了？做么我要动做么叻？我现在在做么一直问做么做么都不懂事做么....-.-
*消失了*
*shhhiiuuuuuu~~~~~*

ciaoz~~

Any Mushroom or Fungus grown in my blog? xD

2011-03-27T03:27:00.000+08:00

There was spider web!!! and here too~~~

i know its my bad for not updating my blog for such super long time...because...because...

I'M SUPER LAZY~~~~~~

paiseh lar~~~hehehehehe
err....actually i doesn't know how long did i never update my blog...hahahahahahaha....few months? maybe...>.<

First of all, thks for everyone that waiting for me to update my blog..and sorry bout that..because of

LAZY + BUSY = STUDY + ASSIGNMENT + PART TIME JOB + SLEEPING

well...its march 2011...which its a really sad month because of the earth quake and tsunami happened in japan, my favourite country...and also recently's earth quake happen at myanmar...='(
i wish i could be there for helping them...but i cant...wat we can do was only bless for them...
and i did something like taiwan...

which it means 'I bless for the Japan' =)

hope they will be fine and getting well really soon....and same goes to myanmar...

at the mean time....i was busy on my study and my assignment...my final project..which could lead me to headache...and causing me fever few days ago...its sucks....the assignment was super hard as for an IT student who works not well in design and modeling...-.-

i was trying to do a game...so i do need a 3D car model for my 'car select menu'...and i've used more than one months for the modeling but till now havent finish it...i still got lots of work to do...like..designing the menu...textures...calculating...and the MOST IMPORTANT part.....CODING....guess i cant get in time for submitting this assignment....=(

oh....by the way...today was the Earth Hour day!!!

switched off the light and i've went out....where? Starbucks....there was an event from Starbucks...

"Bring your own Starbucks Tumbler on Earth Hour 8.30pm-9.30pm to get a free Cream Base Blended Beverage"

i've ordered a Chocolate Cream Chips....xD

then went accompany my parents for shopping awhile....

what else what else.....okay...my personal thing....

it's been a year i know her...and it's been more than half year i like her...but till now...i never confess to her...i mean after i broke up with my ex.....i never expect anything about relationship....so i never take action.....

and now....it was like burning my heart...well...recently we're getting closer and closer...dinner together...movie...hang out..fetching her back home...dinner with her parents at her home...etc...

but i still scared to confess....i dunno why...just feel scared...even though i got more than 30 times of failure...

well....errr...wish me luck.....>.<

that's all for now....

ciaoz~

Sorry bloggie...I love U

2010-10-18T22:53:00.001+08:00

sorry bloggie~~
been abandon u for quite long time (got more than a months i think)..=(
coz i've been busy for study and working lately. working as a part-timer at Starbucks now at Borders, The Curve. come visit me when free..hahaha

Starbucks...my favourite coffee store...hahaha....been learning how to make a best coffee for the customer..=)
come find me then i'll make a best drink for u...=)

and my study...urrgghh...assignment...feel kinda lazy to do it..have to do a software...and i chose a topic with 'POS' system..which means like those cashier's "Point Of Sales" system..get what i mean? if cant understand..then google it..xD

actually i'm kinda moody today...from what i saw today..=(
i've been falling in love with a girl..but..today..i saw she was holding hands with another guy...summore i dunno about it...before i found out about it...i'm still sms with her about today's plan for giving her the cappucino jelly i made with my mom, and asking her to see her lovely babies hamster which get born not long ago..but then...MY GAWD...how could this happen?!

last months...the same shit happens too...just different girls...and this months...urrghhh...i hate this feelings..=(
i bet u'll get hurt deeply in the heart when u saw someone u love was being holding hands with the other part...by the time i saw that..i feel like jumping out from the 3rd floor's windows..=(

and after that when i saw them...i just pretend i never notice them...i think she saw me...but she dunno how i feel that time...its not her fault for hurting me..just i never let her know how i feel towards her...well..what i can do now is...wishing them..hope both of them can stay happy together...=)
and i'll be alright..after i speed all the way LDP highway with 180km/h in the midnight...xD

lalalalalala~~~

2010-09-18T15:56:00.000+08:00

actually i feel kinda lazy to update my blog..-.-
but since its been soooo long never updated...aiks.....cincai lar...LOL

been starting new semester since september...and...i've found a part-time job @ Starbucks..its fun there~! =)
i just pass my 2 weeks as trainee over there...BUT..i still havent go for training...hahahahaha!! actually i should go for training on my 1st week..but i postpone to next week...and training at Times Square...except tat..i ask for the 'The Art of Espresso' class too...we can learn how to draw on the foam of a hot beverage...xD
so far been working getting better and better..been learn lots of things...thanks Starbucks..=)

and my study....shit...i think this was my most hardest semester among all...
2 big programming project...arrr~~
i dunno how am i suppose to pass it....=(

err...wat else to say? dunno....-.-

heyy...long time no see...xD

2010-08-31T23:36:00.000+08:00

hahaha....it's been a week i din't write anything in my bloggie....busy lar~

been busy for exam after the assignment...

for the exam...it's kinda...err...ok ok lor...i hate law...=.="

after the exam, i have one week of holiday...one week? i'm not sure..i din't go faculty to check...*LOL*

last week, i've been went to IKEA Starbucks and asked for a part-time job. At 1st i went to The Curve's branch, but they said full d..and they need full-timer..=.= '

so they asked me to go for Border's branch...so yea..i went there too...they said the same thing..."sorry..it's full.or maybe u can try for IKEA's branch?" wth..

then i been to the IKEA's Starbucks, they asked me to fill up the form, so i did...and wait for their call..

30th August 2010...they called me early in the morning around 9 something..walao...so early...=.="

they asked me to go for interview..but i back to Serdang here d...i told them..and they asked me to call them after i've settle my things here and back to damansara..>.<

then tuesday, i went to KL..get to the bank to get my car's certification and went to JPJ at salak selatan to renew my road tax. =)

since it's 30th August, 31st was the National Day...my fren called me..and asked me wether wanna follow them to celebrate it at club...finally i decide to go...hahaha....its been about 5 months i dint went for clubbing...>.<

at 1st my fren said wanna go for MOS at sunway..but then change to Opera...then...said changed plan..go for Mist..wth...keep changing...zzzzz

so at last we decide to go for Mist at Bangsar..=)

my gawd...we're having fun...and..and...we get our chance to listen the Jalur Gemiling Club Mix version there...remix by M.K.Z.F...i dunno who they are...i cant search for them in internet...LOL

i want the song...it was soooo nice...>.< but i cant find it in anywhere..=(

and i reach home at 5..=.="

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just now...hahahahah....my brother help me to change my car's headlight into HID..xDD

4300...which cost 120 he said...or i heard wrong? LOL..watever lar....coz the one he change for me was the one he used b4...he changed to a new one..10k..wtf...purple color one...damn nice...and the previous one give me...hahahah

2mr will going back to hostel..then go for interview at starbucks..then maybe will start to work at saturday or maybe next monday...and next monday start school eh...>.<

good luck for me...hahahaha...=)

c'mon...our family wont kill babies...OKAY?!

2010-08-22T14:24:00.000+08:00

what the fuck...

you lie...you lied to us..and now you're turning back and said we're trying to buy and let u eat abortion pill? FUCK YOU...our family wont do such things OKAY?!

you already born one...and summore you dont have so much patient on taking care of her..

then now summore said got the second one d....we already told u not to...u never listen...and now both of u are working...and not enough money to take care of her...and now got second one..and before this my mom told u two that if wanted to get the second one...please stay outside...we dont have so much time or even people to take care of your babies and YOU...

fucked....

so now said we're trying to force you to eat abortion pill and kill the second babies in or body lar...

and summore said wanna bring my niece back to ur house...well...we dint do such things...and the problem was oni in YOU...go back home and fuck yourself then...

my poor niece...i scared she'll be suffering there...='(

just now i saw my mom was crying when they're leaving with my niece...

凸 @.@ 凸

weee~~~finally...xD

2010-08-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

At last....i've done all the assignment..*pheeww~~~*

i've been busy for it for more than a week...i mean three group assignment...

damn san fu...>.<

submitted the cyber law group assignment on monday...cyber law was the 1st.. eh.. no...2nd assignment i've done in this semester. the 1st one was cyber law individual assignment, then was the group assignment. =)

then the second one was the marketing principles group assignment.. having some trouble on the group member. been asking one of the group member to find some info for one of the question, but he turns out nothing and giving me the reason "i got lots of assignment" and which he was doing was only the malaysian studies video presentation coursework. and that time, actually i can shoot him by saying "i'm doing 3 group assignment at the same time" but i dint. because i don't want to scold people. =(

*i really don't like to argue or scold people... weird rite? >.<*

but i still finish it on tuesday. xD and tomorrow is going to present it on our presentation. =)

and for the third assignment, the PES5.. which was the most difficult one ( for me )... at first, the post about two group member figure out one point in more than an hour, its related. and few days ago, i called them out to do our assignment, and the same thing, giving them the most easiest topic.... i asked them to think some question and create a survey form. but... =.="

they keep on think and think.. and they can't even think one question. And i'm busy doing another topic which are the main of the report. i stopped everything i'm doing, and think about the question for them, my mood and getting worst and worst.. because of them. =(

after wrote down few question, passed to them and ask them design the survey form and type those question in it. and GUESS WHAT. one of them said

" ASK ME TO DESIGN, BUT YOU KEEP ON TALK AND LIKE TEACHING ME HOW TO DO. CAN YOU JUST SHUT UP AND LET ME FINISH IT?!"

WHAT THE FUCK?!

why the hell his attitude like... arrrghhhh! i feel like slapping him on his fucking retarded face. its so fucking annoying. and then they wasted about half an hour for the survey form, asked me to have a look. "ok lar~"

i answered. then i tell them, once the result of the survey havent come out, we cant do anything. so yea..i ask them to go back.

then i go print out the survey form, 50 pieces, and did the survey to get the result...ALONE...>.<

i din't ask them to help. i just finish it, then do the result, summarize, everythings.... and finished everything at around 2 something midnight. nice rite? LOL

then after woke up, i wait for the shop to open and going to print out everythings, the report and the presentation slides. and one of them called me, and ask 'where are you? got presentation you know?"

i answered with anger "i'm waiting to print lar!" then he hung up. =.="

then reached class.. and..the one who call me was....SLEEPING.... wtf?! and i showed them what i've done, everythings that i've finish. and wait for our turn for presenting our report.

haiz...finally i really done all.. if not, i think i'm going to die. =.="

so what i need to do now was do some revision for the 2 subject which will be having exam on next wednesday and thursday. good luck for myself... =)

you started to ignore me..

and i understand what you're answering me..

so i'm not going to disturb you everyday..

you got your own life..

and i got mine..

Sorrowful..=(

2010-08-16T23:21:00.001+08:00

starting to feel like....IDK how to say...=(

for what i'm facing now....
it's totally like a sudden disaster to me, which dragging me to hell like from nowhere.
yet it cant be compare to the victims of natural disaster. they're way more suffer than me. ='(
GOD Bless them..

At first, my assignment. yea, if u check on my few previous post, you'll know what happen. but it's like a common things in uni or college life. but yet i feel it's too over for me. i mean yea, i can handle it MAYBE..but it was like a barrier to me...i mean a challenge maybe?
but aren't you think these challenge is way too over advance to me? because i almost can't stand for it. ='(

FIY...
my assignment, 3 group assignment i've been doing so far.
and yes, i'm doing it all ALONE(i've been mention this with capital letter for few times on previous post and yes its kinda bored).
but i'm still can stand for it, THANK GOD. now i'm just left with 2 presentation slides and another proposal.
good luck for myself.

then, another thing was..
i stabbed my friend's back. i chat with his girlfriend, and chat until like there's no tomorrow(sounds too over is it?) then talk about him, and i said he was so flirty, actually its another girl who told me about it, and i told his girlfriend about it ( ok wait, no matter who tells, once i told his girlfriend, it still my bad rite?)
so i did wrong. I STABBED HIS BACK.
and after that,
i met my lecturer, i mean my previous subject's lecturer. class of C++ Programming. And i told him about my assignment, and we talk about my friendssssssssss, then i told him that one of my group member was having problem with his girlfriend ( another friend..LOL) and guess what my lecturer said? he SHOCKED me..=.="
he said "ow he's there ar? i go find him and talk with him about his girlfriend thing"
walao! did i stab my friend again? DID I?

then another problem i'm having now. was my PTPTN Loan. last semester, i failed one of my subject, and i did take the supplementary exam, but i failed again. =(
and my GPA was lower than 2.0 (PTPTN cant be approve if GPA is lower than 2.0)
thats why i need to pay RM3,900 for the PTPTN, if i dint pay for it, i cant go for exam for this semester. which will be having on next week Thursday. THEN, i have to pay another RM700 for taking back the subject that i failed, on next semester.
if dint pay for PTPTN, means i cant go for exam, two subject. if dint go for exam, need to pay another RM95 each subject for supplementary exam on coming semester, means total RM190. if still havent pay for PTPTN, means cant go for exam again, and another RM700 for each subject, total RM1400 for retake subject on the coming semester again. GOSH..i wish i'm rich now..=.="

sounds so...interesting? LOL
2mr is going to have my presentation slide, and i'm still frustrated for these all problem..
i can't concentrate at all.
just now when i chat with one of my friend, i asked 'how? =('
she said 'die lo~'
and the word 'DIE' was coming to my mind straight away. was feeling to commit suicide that time.
yes, DIE can stopped me from thinking of anything, but left the shit for the others like my parents? friends? left the sadness to them. so i just cant do it.
and i still need to get success on my career or even marriage. YES I DO.

oh yea, another thing.
today i got a call from Celebrity Fitness. someone called me and said i got a complimentary from them. i got my name on their guest list which maybe filled by my friend. and i can go for the classes there for free, unlimited time for having training there and bringing other friends or family together.
when i got the call, he called me 'magician'..=.="
the name 'magician' was a nickname which called by my previous business course's friends..or whoever friends that i met that time..LOL
i think maybe its one of my friend who work as trainer there gave my name and contact number to them, and thats why i get the complimentary. xD

so yea...life is full of happiness when u're thinking on the other side of it..=)

Achievement In SEGi Universiti College

2010-08-15T13:08:00.000+08:00

So far i've get few achievement from this college...

Lets see my achievement in college...=)

Highest Achievement in Assignment
Finish 2 Group Assignment all ALONE - Search for Info, Summarize, Complie

Highest Achievement in Video Assignment
Make a movie ALONE after capturing it with group member - Record, Edit and Publish

Highest Achievement in Presentation Slide
Finish a Presentation Slide ALONE - Summarize, Edit, Compile, Explain

Highest Achievement in FRIEND's Video Assignment
Help more than 10 friends on their video assignment - Record, Edit, and Publish

Highest Achievement in FRIEND's Assignment
Help more than 20 friends on their assignment - Search for Info, Summarize, Compile.

Highest Achievement in FRIEND's Presentation Slide
Help more than 10 friends on their Presentation Slide - Summarize, Edit, Compile, Explain.

AWESOME right?
who can achieve that? let me know then....=.="

Friday the 13th....BAD LUCKKKKKK

2010-08-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

saw the title? makes me think of...Jason...=.="
yes...today was Friday the 13th...
so called black friday....
and i'm really black...=(

since last nite....i already starting to get unlucky...
i'm rushing assignment that time..
and using MS Office 2010...well yea..the latest one...
i always use the latest software...
then....suddenly...
MS OFFICE CRASHED!!!!
HOE SHIT!!!
i havent save my assignment ar~!!!!!!
FUCK FUCKED FUCKIEST FUCKTARD~~~~~~~~

KNS...K@N@S@!
then...i uninstalled the MS Office 2010...and try to install back the MS Office 2007...and...when its going to complete about 70%...
lappy OVERHEAT....=.=" AUTO-SHUTDOWN....what the hell?

then i restarted my lappy...ok...nothing happen....then i try install the MS Office 2007 again....and guess what the heck happen on the MS Office installer?

dont know what fucking error...=.="

but luckily this error was nothing...it just saying that got error and need to undo the previous change and reinstall again....so i clicked 'YES' and install...

and.....when i goes to around 60%....WHAT THE FUCK...=.=’

AGAIN....zzzzzzzzzzz
and continue for the 3rd times....and something 'special' happen on the 3rd times when i'm restarting my lappy...
BLUE SCREEN.....=.=!!!

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

already sooooo long time my lappy never happen blue screen problem....and now happen when facing the ms office's problem....zzzz
i'm starting to getting tired...exhausted or whatever....=(

and i keep update my status on FB when happen this kind of sohai things...then...after the blue screen...i try restart again...
ok...now nothing happen luckily...continue install the ms office 07 again...
then...the same things happen again....AUTO-SHUTDOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

ARRRRGGGHHHHHHH...like that how to do assignment?????!!!!!!!
FUCKED....i shutdown my lappy...go back home...and dont want to do edi....=.="

Friday, 13th August 2010

today....i try to use the restore point on my system.

running running running running....restart...and...WTH? FAILED TO RESTORE?!
=.="
i try for the 2nd times...3rd times.....choosing different restore point...still cant restore...zzzzz

then guess what i did? i install back the MS Office 2010....=.=‘
and....install SUCCESSFUL....LOL~!
and now using back the MS Office 2010.....hahahahahahaha!!!!!!
but tomorrow gonna expired liao.....=.='
now trying to rushing the assignment....

next week:-
Monday - Cyber Law Group Assignment
Tuesday - Marketing Principles Group Presentation + Group Assignment
Thursday - PES5 Group Research Presentation + Proposal of the Research
and guess what? the BEST thing was....
i did it all by myself...ALONE...even its a group assignment....='(
thats why i rush till like dying.......

ppppppresentation~~

2010-08-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

today presentation~~~!!!
i wear till sooooo nice...*perasan*
see see...

but the presentation.....not so smooth...=(
durh...watsoever~~

just nowwwwww~~~
i mean now~~
when i'm writting tis post...
she sms me...i mean my ex...
and said wanna get back the ring tat she gave me..
so sudden....
she said i did sumtin make her really hate me...
gosh...wat i did?
=(

life~~~~~~like shit...

2010-08-01T22:20:00.000+08:00

feel like blogging...
but nothing to write actually...hahahah
so.. yea...

recently really busy for the assignment...=(
dying for the assignment... because of group members....
yesterday chat with a friend...thru msn..
she told me that she knows how i feel...
coz she had the same problem b4...
just a bit different with me..

i really don't understand how my group member can 'stay alive' till now semester 4...
zzzzzz
i bet no one can tahan them if their in your group... =.="
haizzzzzzzzz....

arr~ dunno what to write d...>.<
finish the assignment and now don't know what to do d....=.='

i miss her...

but i know i wont get the chance...=(

we're not suit to each other...

i mean...we got a lot of different in lifestyle..

yes i dun care...but i know u do care...

Korean~~♥

2010-07-31T00:48:00.000+08:00

paiseh ar...

i post twice...coz tis one is another one..not related to the previous one..>.<

this post was about the koreans~~~~~~

wee~<3

got leng zai~ leng lui~

OMG...i really LOVE korean...>.<

they came here for 1 months...=)

today they just left...='(

kinda miss them now...

they went to lots of place...but i dint follow...

coz my fren dint ask me...=(

i just post some photo of them here lar....=)

and here comes...their chinese fan dance...xD

they perform this on today's farewell..=(

nice?? xDD

here are some 'souvenir' i got...LOL

Korean 1000 WON...from Sareum

Korean 100 WON and 50 WON from Kim Do-Hyun...xD

u guys will feel tat its just a money that we can change at money changer...but tis means alot for me...

hhaha.=)

then...unknown...

got tis eyeliner in the farewell...someone drop it...and they left d...

i pick it up as souvenir...*LOL*

arrr~~~i miss them~~~ ='(

So Yeon~♥

Min Joo~♥

Sareum~♥

Do-Hyun~♥

Sophy~♥

i remember them oni..

coz too many ppl...cant remember all...LOL

i'll surely miss u all...=)

long time no see!!!

2010-07-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

hey!! blogger!! long time no see...*LOL*

sorry guys...so long time dint update d....

well..i've said quite lots of times....

no internet in hostel...so..yea...

errr...i think tis post will be soooo long...

read if u want lar...=)

and recently really soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

fucking busy...(sorry for the bad words...i really feel like typing it out...)

well..as usual....CLASS~~~

BUT.....stupid assignment...=(

stupid group member...=(

stupid...errr...college..=.="

GOSH...i wish i got einstein's brain and Paul The Octopus's 8 leg..i mean i want 8 hands..=.="

the assignment really killing me...

i hate my group member...

but not all lar...LOL

i hate the 1st him...

he said group assignment sure need to do when we're all here lar...=.="

i said WTF?! then got one member is not here then doesnt need to do lar?! so CLEVER~~

gosh...i SHOOT him tat time when he said this...

i said arent we suppose got teamwork?

go find some info about the assignment and understand it when u're at home lar!!!

summore i ask him wat he did everyday at home...

guess wat..

he said everyday..class lor...then back home...play facebook awhile lor...play games lor...go yum cha with frens lor....and play games at cybercafe with frens lor~

WALAO EH~!

"then assignment?"

"do it when we're all here"

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

then the 2nd him....

errr..i dunno him actually...but...dunno from which course or which intake...

came here...and ask 'can i join ur group?'

i said 'sure~!'

then...wtf....do nothing...summore got one class..lecturer said want to see the assignment to check we do until where....tat day he msg me and say he got things to do..wont come for class...

JUST FOR THAT DAY U KNOW?!

and for tis 1st and 2nd him..

last nite...we do the assignment at McD...

i ask them do the easiest topic...i purposely choose the easiest one for them coz i know how's their brain think....i mean...they're soooooooo stupid....=.="

they use almost more than an hour to figure out a point...

then they ask me to see....

so...i have a look of it......OMG....WELLDONE!!! all useless..=.='

its not related to the topic oso....zzzz

then hor.....

I WRITE OUT THREE....THREE!!! THREE POINT in just TWO MINUTES!!!

gosh.....i really feel wan to hit them that time....slap them...

but luckily in tis assignment i still got another one member who willing to work hard...

hahaha....means we two ppl do 4 ppl's work...LOL

ok...now the 3rd him....

wah!! SHIT!

damn it....i feel like...kill him..=.="

ask him to do...he say...hard to find...then last nite...

he come McD...do other assignment...its ok...

BUT....after tat assignment...

he play maple...dota....WTF?!

then play until back home....=.="

i wanna smack him...break his laptop and throw him from KLCC...

fine...dowan to talk bout them d...

coz i'll really get crazy...last nite i did tat..

i feel wanna cry...sms a girl...

and..i think she's sad because of seeing my like tis...

sorry...=(

another things...

met a girl...feel like....

durh....shhhh....blek :p

dinner..walk...doggie...hamster....assignment.... :s

2010-07-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

today...
i went dinner with a girl...
then...we went to the Desa Park City...
its a park...with a huge lake...

hmmm.....
is this consider as first hang out? >.<
dinner and go for a walk after dinner....
having ais-cream....take picture..=.="
and playing with doggie...LOL

hahaha!!!
she looks soooo excited when saw those doggie...=.="
and getting excited too when talk about hamster...
♥ hamster
but one of my hamster looks sooo tired or...sick?
i dunno....=(
it looks like gonna die soon....OMG...='(
i dunno wat to do....T.T

then came back d....
arrr~~
assignment assignment assignment...>.<
2mr need to show lecturer the assignment's chapter one...
i havent finish it!!
GOOGLE!!!help!!!

i cant find the info i want in google..='(
two assignment...
another one done the 1st part already...
friday can show lecturer d...=)
but the other assignment....
aaarrrgghhh~~~
HEADACHE...=(
can somebody help me??!!!

-assignment...SHIT...

-hamster...WORRIED..

-hang out...FUN..

怀念~

2010-07-20T23:19:00.001+08:00

昨天....
在一位女生的status comment到...
她说什么errr....
等等....我去copy那个status...=.="
好了...
她说

“眼淚這種東西，在你是他【女朋友】的時候顯得非常珍貴，只要眼淚在他的面前一流，搞不好他會在剎

那間盲目的為了你死；換句話說，當你的身份榮陞為【老婆】的時候，眼淚對他而言就會變一文不值、無理取鬧的東西！！！"

我就comment说为什么只讲女生....不讲男生？
她却说...我们男生就算是哭过，很快地...之后就没一件事...
不会像他们女生这样耿耿于怀...

我直接觉得很不公平...
她们都没真正明白一位男生....
我说我没忘记什么东西....到现在还记得和她以前在一起的日子....

另一位女生竟然说我们‘记’是记...
是记仇的记....
walao！！！
什么东西？！
有什么仇要让我去记得？
她又没做错事...干嘛记仇？！
况且我又不是个记仇的人....根本没必要这么做....
她这样说...真的对男生很不公平咯.....=(

算...不跟她们吵....随便他们怎么说...

刚才...我的ex...
(其实我不想叫她ex...ex很难听...我叫前女友...比较好听）
她miss call我...
以前她一miss call我...我都会回电...打给她...
这次也一样....

她一接电话...听到她的声音....
我笑了....
(其实那时我是在睡觉...=.=")
(她的miss call叫醒我...)

聊了大概半个小时.....
让我回忆起以前的甜蜜....好怀念....
电话里...你还是那么的无理取闹...那么的任性....那么的....讨我喜欢...>.<
人家不懂的话...可能还以为我们是还在一起的....
半个小时后....你说要睡了...说声晚安...
然后..一样的...等你先盖电话....
过后我开了我电脑....看会我跟你以前的照片....我笑了....真的好怀念..=)
然后....

继续睡..=.="

现在为什么在上网？
neh~~有人的信息咯....
吵醒我....我过来college的canteen上网....骂她...LOL
没有啦...没有骂啦....哈哈！！！

最近....
忙到爆！
assignment...难到爆！
油钱...贵到爆！
美女...多到爆！
无聊....无聊到爆！！

哈哈！今天哦...
我朋友叫我去教韩国学生跳舞...=.="
不懂怎样教....
跳了一段给他们看....他们说很难..zzzzz
没变....不会跳舞的看到肯定觉得难...
学了后就觉得容易....哈哈！
哇...看到有两个韩国女生...
很美...>.<

不懂要写什么了....>.<
下次再update...
byebye...

ciaoz~

2010-07-20T00:57:00.000+08:00

GOSH.... really so long time dint update my blog.... haha!
paiseh lar...can't online in hostel...=(
summore getting busy for the suplementary exam last week..

and start from this week...
i'll getting busy also..
coz...
ASSIGNMENTSSSSSSSS...

a marketing research and a research report...
marketing research is about Starbucks...
then the research report is about Rest & Relax ( R&R )...
gaarrr.....
its harder than u thought...REALLY....
gotta work harder on it....
so peeps....
good luck on u guys...errr....EVERYTHINGS...hahahaha!!!

2010-07-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

GOSH....
how many days i dint update my blog? xD
2 days only...hahahaha

yesterday night i went to The Laundry in front the Cineleisure mall to watch the match between Germany and Spain...xD
aiks....too bad...Germany lose...=(
but they really did a great job on the defense line...=)

stupid octopus...how come tis bloody 100% accuracy octopus so 'geng' ar?
all the match that it predict also kena one...=.="

gaarrhhh~
wait till sunday watch final...=)

errrr....i dont know what to write d...>.<
next time update lar...xD

可怜～～～

2010-07-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

回到宿舍。。。没得online。。。
可怜～～！！！
超闷的！

在家看戏看到眼睛要盲了。。=.="
但是还好有戏看。。之前就是知道回来会闷。。
特地download的。。。=)

星期一那天开学。。
有点懒惰。。。哈哈！！不过还是去上课。。xD

还有。。昨晚。。
我看周杰伦的’不可说的秘密‘（之前还没看嘛～paiseh>.<）
看完的时候突然间很想她。。。
眼泪。。不受控制地。。流了下来。。。真的真的很想念她..=(
可能你们还会骂我说我傻。。我就是这样的傻。。。
过后。。我sms了她。。。
因为当时我很担心她。。她跟我说她的前男友要搞事。。。
但是就不懂他要玩什么。。。之前就说要破坏她的人生。。。现在有不懂要干嘛。。
很担心。。＝（

这两天。。。在学校看到很多美女。。。LOL
你们知道吗？
看美女心情会很开心的叻。。。>.<
但是我朋友讲‘能看不能吃’
代表没有机会啦。。不要乱想。。。xD

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊～～～～
几时才可以在宿舍online啊？？！！！！
我还要等到星期五回家。。。=.="
嘢！！！
这个星期就可以拿到太阳（Taeyang)的新专辑
是Limited Deluxe Edition叻。。。全球限量版。。>.<
拿到后我post照片上来。。。＝）

好了。。
先update到这里。。。
下次得空再update。。。
因为今天来cyber cafe只是要online一下。。然后。。。打game。。。xD

ciaoz~

feel like posting it

2010-07-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

haha... yeah....i know...
i'm lazy dumb dumb gum gum but i don't want gum gum...aaahahahahaha!!!!
coz i'm kinda lazy to update now...>.<

what i've been doing these few days?
eat.. sleep... watch movie... play games... that all...

今天...是她的生日（我的前女友）
在一起的时候...已经plan好要怎样帮她庆祝...
但是...煲汤了...因为...
分手了....=（
haiz....

现在...只能说声..."生日快乐..."
夙容..生日快乐...

这个星期六...
有个朋友生日...在家开party..
我会去棒场....xD
然后...
星期日....
是时候回去宿舍了..

可怜的是！那边现在没得online...
很够力的housemate...两个月没还streamyx....zzzzz
打算去tmnet blacklist他们...
然后自己申请过....
Student Package
4MB- RM100
free modem
free notebook....

我要~~~
>.<

下雨了...=.="
要下线了....zzzzz

adios~

凭空消失....

2010-06-29T09:32:00.002+08:00

原来....当一个人凭空消失...

真的...没有人会发觉....

那种感受...很少人会明白....

真的...孤单一个人...

没有其他人在身边...如果真的遇到危险...

没有人会知道....

在这段时期...

我...

去了一个很远的地方....

但是...却没有几个人知道...

甚至我父母也不知道我去了哪里...

我只骗说我会去朋友家过夜几天..

我跟三个‘她’说了..

但只说我会去一个离我家很远的地方..

我不想她们知道我会去哪里...

也不想让人知道...

消失的第一天...25/6/2010

我想念她了...='(

很想拨电话给她...

但是...电话没信号...我也特地不进钱...

不想随便打给人求助...

反正我想她也应该不会接我电话的...=(

勉强的靠着digi broadband微弱的讯号来上网...

上没一下子就断线....=.="

睡觉去...

------------------------------------------------------------

第二天...26/6/2010

六点起身...继续做我该做的事...

吃了包巧克力....=)

休息时上上网....但是一下子罢了...

因为看不到想看的东西...=(

晚上了....这里收不到信号了...很'深'了...一点信号都没有..=(

很想念她....想到有点想哭....

因为不懂该怎么做......

放弃...又不舍得...因为我爱她...

不放弃...她又不爱我...虽然我还是傻傻的爱着她...

-----------------------------------------------------------

第三天.....27/6/2010

今天比较迟起身...

特地的...>.<

半路上...不小心扭到脚....

很痛...好像走不到了...

喷了那个不懂什么止痛的spray（忘了名字）..

硬来...继续...

这里竟然看到云顶！！但是很小个...=.="

电话没电....用了自制的充电器...利用9V的电池来充电...>.<

去看youtube啦...youtube有教...=)

明天就要回去了.....所以两点多就开始下山了....

---------------------------------------------------------

第四天..28/6/2010

好了...够了.....

我知道该怎么做了...

是时候回去了...

下午回到来...

去了医院检查下...

呆在那边很久下....

然后回到来已经晚上了.....

至我的前女友，也是我的初恋 - 夙容

2010-06-25T20:40:00.001+08:00

从facebook看到这篇什么好男人的特征...

copy过来了...

1.朦胧醒来回你信息..
2.半夜里接你的电话..
3.告诉你——到家了就发消息给他..
4.你半夜睡不着发消息给他..他会陪你聊天..
5.雨天..同撑一把伞..他衣服的一半是湿的..
6.不论走到哪里..都一直拉着你的手..
7.愿意吃你吃不下的东西..
8.从来不迟到..你迟到他不会生气
9.不论去哪里..他都会来接你..无怨无悔..
10.不乱花钱..但肯为你花钱..
11.拥抱很久..很紧..
12.记得你说过的所有事..
13.轻轻拧开你拧不开的汽水瓶..
14.常常发消息告诉你..突然很想你..
15.常常给你留言..
16.不舒服时..他会很担心很着急..
17.吵架时不会一走了之..
18.他错了会认错..你错了不会怪你..
19.吵架后..会无条件地哄你..放下面子..
20.从不忍心责备你..无条件包容你..
21.会一直保护你..害怕你受一点点委屈..
22.你说笑话他会笑..会觉得你很可爱..
23.比你高..
24.会一个人安静地思考..但决不冷漠..
25.许多方面都很厉害..让你崇拜..
26.会一直夸你..给你鼓励..
27.不对你隐瞒什么..
28.百分百信任你..
29.不花言巧语..
30.不会因为玩游戏而忽略你..
31.不抽烟少喝酒..
32.有活动安排事先和你打招呼..
33.和朋友出去时..要想着你..
34.重大的事情和你商量..
35.和大人在一起像大人..和孩子在一起像孩子..
36.喜欢你..从未犹豫..不拿你和别的女孩子比较..
37.从未想过离开你的世界..
38.你买给他的东西他都会喜欢..
39.对女孩子有风度..也有距离..
40.认识你的一些好朋友..拜托她们照顾你..
41.了解你的烦恼与困惑..不厌其烦地倾听..
42.很少让你哭..你哭的时候会很心疼..紧紧地抱住你..告诉你都是他的错..
43.可以随时找到他..
44.靠在他肩膀的时候很安心..
45.和他在一起有种温暖的感觉..
46.不重色轻友..也不重友轻色..
47.计划的未来里..你是重要的一部分..

这里四十七个...
我竟然曾为了你...
做了整整有大概30个...有些没机会做到...
但是最后...结果还是...分手收场....
是我不够好.....很想把时间倒退....要做得更好...
但是...没有可能吧？
那就让其他男生来代替我罢...
希望他比我更爱你...更疼你....

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其他看到的男生....希望你们能尝试去做一个好男人...
对女朋友好一点...
女生的....记得...找到这样的人..
不要轻易的放手...要珍惜...

2010-06-22T15:00:00.000+08:00

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uurrrrrgghhh

2010-06-21T11:55:00.000+08:00

feel lazy to update...>.<

last saturday... went to the pool party at my college...
its AWESOME!!

we jump into the pool... and push people into the pool some more...xDD
and everyone gets wet... hahaha....
enjoyed it whole night...=)

errrr....wat to write about....
don't know...
aiks....nevermind lar....

19/6/2010

2010-06-19T13:50:00.001+08:00

haha..=)

just now i tidy up my stuff...

before my room was at upstair...

but then since my elder bro's gf is moving in...

i move down...and some of my stuff was still at upstair...

and i tidy up everything...

guess what i found...xD

some toy and book that i played with when i'm small..xDD

let the picture tell the story...=)

toys that i played when i'm small....got lego...car car...xDD

and now....

i'm playing with these...

car model, GUNDAM...xD

and.....

books that i read when i'm small...

chinese novel - 水浒传，围城，聊斋...

and my stamp collection, sticker book, and self-introduction book...LOL

now...i'm reading these...

study...=.="

and magic teaching...card deck...car key...playboy? who put that? o.O

we can know that...i'm not a small kid anymore...hahahah!!!!

u guys can have a look on my photo album for other picture in my facebook...
the link is here .

oh yea...
tonite we'll be having ACOUSTIQA POOL PARTY at my college...

SEGi Universiti College Kota Damansara...held by the White House of our college...
entrance was F.O.C..
come and join us!!!

paiseh....yesterday's post

2010-06-19T13:04:00.001+08:00

sorry guys...
i should update by yesterday night...
but i went to sleep earlier...>.<
yesterday...
i went to my college...
need to pay for the suplementary exam(so called re-sit exam)...*i failed two subject on last exam...=（*
total RM190... paid....
then...i need to get a house key from the warden of my hostel...
last time when I'm having practice... my bag had gone and everything gone include my key...
Click HERE to read the post.

and...i went in my hostel...my room...
wtf...two roommate had disappear...zzzz
and my room was damn mess up...OMG...
i had to tidy up my room....so yea....
since no one was there.....
i get a table and put beside my bed...aahahahahaha....
finally...done....

xD

then i went back home d....=)

Untitled

2010-06-17T12:44:00.000+08:00

最近...
我们都很少聊天了...
为什么？

开始感觉我们越来越疏远了..=(

我不想...我不想这样....

之前...我们都..

一起聊天...一起分享...一起笑...一起犹...

现在...越来越少了..

我们还能像之前那样吗？

aduii~~~

2010-06-16T10:38:00.000+08:00

last night hor....
i don't know what happen....
just suddenly feel so bad mood...>.<
no mood for no reason.....zzzz

start from 8 something i think...
my msn set to appear offline...
and waiting someone to online....

why i wait for her?
i should go and do my stuff what...
i dunno....>.<
just i feel wanted to see her..

and she went somewhere yesterday...for shopping...
i'm worried.....worried about her...

i think i....
nevermind...forget it....

《这首情歌》

2010-06-14T18:21:00.000+08:00

《这首情歌》

曲:Elliot Lau      词:郑仲傑

第一次见到你            偷偷喜欢你
一种说不出的感觉    是爱
再一次看见你            你就住进我心里
在哪里见过你            梦里

想要把你      藏起来   藏起来   藏起来
我要将他们都打败   都打败
让我自私地将你占有带你去看天空

想要把你      藏起来藏起来藏起来
要你            爱上我爱上我   爱上我
所以带你去迪斯尼     看米奇老鼠

其实我很帅         你也很可爱
帅哥美女应该在一起
想要把你      藏起来    藏起来~
将他们          都打败 ~
我们在一起

想要把你       藏起来藏起来~
将他们都打败~
我们在一起

这是....给你的....

我想念你...

2010-06-12T12:18:00.000+08:00

今天你就飞去台湾了....
放假嘛...去玩...很好啊...不会一天到晚闷在家...=)

连续几天...
我们还是有sms...

你说觉得我好像变了...
其实...
我是特地的....
我不这样做的话...
我也不懂该怎样了....

其实到现在...
我对你...还是一样的...
我没变...我只是在做戏...
我不想你再为我的事而烦....
所以我只好这样....

昨晚那通电话....
很辛苦....
因为我要把一切都藏起来...
不让你知道...

你叫我做的...我一定会做给你看...
但是是真是假....只有我知道....

你去了taiwan玩...
下个星期才回来..
我会想念你....
一直...一直..都在想念你...
你自己在那边要小心...
自己照顾自己....
我等你回来..一个星期吧了....
很快的....=)

the stupid 7 super hyper dwarfs hamster..xD

2010-06-05T13:37:00.000+08:00

just a short update..=)

last night...i went for IX dance practice...
haahaha!
doing nothing there...zzzz

then...i go get the hamster from my friend at SS2..
OMG! damn active! >.<

there was 7 there..
dad and mom...and 5 childs..xD
one was greedy for food..i feed bread..oni tat one eat it...
one damn hyper! with the skill of spinning 360 degree non-stop! LOL
one like the roller...keep playing inside...=.="
one like to dig..zzzz
one is stupid..try to climb up from the slide but cant make it..hahaha
another one like to lie under the roller..=.="
then the last one was the dad...at another cage...
need to separate it...=)

photo here...

tats all...=)

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n times insomnia...

2010-06-03T03:31:00.000+08:00

n times..
n = < 10
n = i don't know...

i seldom get insomnia...today...don't know what happen again...
insomnia...what the hell??
somemore i'm hungry now...o.O

so...i hop off from my lovely bed...
and....i cook...hahaha....
TOM YAM flavour instant noodles...xD

bwwaaahahahaha.....
hmmm...smell delicious...
it's in front of me now....having it while writting this post....hahaha...=)

hmmm....
what should i talk about it here....errr...
ow...
recently..i'm getting addicted to a facebook games..
called nightclub city...haha...
well...from the name i bet u already know what kind of games is it...xD
yea...a club...for clubbin...

not recently lar...
start from two days ago...xD
OMG..it just only two days..
and i'm already level 15...hahaha....=)
please...up level faster...
i wanna decorate my club...>.<

ow! i know wat to do now...
watch movie...
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adios~

bbwwaaahahahahah

2010-06-02T09:18:00.001+08:00

now is 2nd of June 2010, 9:08am...xD

i just woke up...heheh...havent eat my breakfast yet....>.<
yesterday...i've drew few animal...hhahaha....
damn sakai one...once you saw the picture you sure thought that i gila one...xD

photo photo photo....
sakai animal family...xD

Raving Rabbids: DDAAAAAARRRR~~~

i call him Sniky...xD

they are not sheep...they are Ship...haha

meet Elly...aren't she's cute? >.<

Mad Octo:@*($&*$@(*@%^&(*%@^

this is Piggy..it's not a bomb...=.="

meet HamHam...i was drawing Hamtaro that time..but it's too hard for me...so..yea..HamHam is created...hahaha

i draw all this yesterday from 5 something..till midnight 12...hahahaha.....xD
my mom say she likes the Sniky...xD
and my dad say the Elly was so cute and really looks like an elephant...LOL

wheeeee~~<3

Owl and Shit

2010-06-01T19:04:00.000+08:00

hahaha....
just now i draw an OWL and a SHIT...

yes...its an OWL....an animal who awake at night...
juz like us...hahahahahahaa.....

then i've draw a SHIT....
i dunno who's SHIT is that...doesnt looks like human shit...
coz human shit was in hotdog size....
eeeewwwww......>.<

here's the photo....xD

the OWL....

nice bo? >.< hahahaha

then the SHIT..i wan call him...errr....Shitty...hahahahha

my fren say looks like ribena advertisement wor....looks alike meh?
i think maybe bcoz of the hands and legs...hahahaha

oh yea....
yesterday i did a name using poker card again..
before this already play like that...
then now i make this for a girl that i just met in FaceBook....xD xD
p/s: don't misunderstand ar...>.<

for her...=)
bibo~bibo~

short updated....
mission accomplished....

adios~

光阴逝剑....hahahaa

2010-06-01T09:10:00.002+08:00

哇...那么快就6月1号了.....
半年已过......
来看下这半年里做了些什么事先.....xD

1. 我交了第一个女朋友.....但是不是很顺利...才两个月多就分手了..=(
要再加油！ xD

2. 我第一次在三个月里用了RM500++的电话钱....Digi发送bonus给我的时候吓到下....有RM60++的bonus....xD
原因：因为有了女朋友...哈哈~

3. 我很久没够够力shopping了...一个月前去shopping..爽到~~~买了套带韩国feel的formal衣...RM350++ @.@
目前暂时不会再酱shopping先....>.<

4. 我买了好多副扑克牌...hehehe
共买了10副....加起来有价值RM250++
哇....爽....xD

5. 五月的时候有了个跳舞表演....蛮满意下的....但是没有人帮我们录video....*遗憾* =3

6.生日的时候...去唱K....第一次唱到凌晨四点多...xD

tats all wat i've did on the 1st half year of 2010....xD

Yess.......gonna start new sem on July....
now damn bored at home...sem break for 2 months...everyday juz stay at home...on9...eat...sleep...play....zzzz

Unaccustomed....tis is the 1st time i feel wanna start the school early...hahahaha
i dunno why lar...juz feel wanna start school earlier...xD

Maybe too bored at home.....i dint go find a job in tis two months sem break....actually i got go find for part time...but...cant find any company to hire me...zzzz...
then i feel bored...and stay at home..dint go find anymore....summore edi left 1 months holiday...who else wanna hire juz for a month? rite?

I feel wanna adopt hamster again..haha....actually i've plan so long time d...>.<
my fren got few babies there..will get from her soon.....hehehee....
but my fren ask me to get from her few months ago..until now still dun have chance to get it...zzz
coz at nite she oni got free time....aiks....

I'm hungry now...zzzzz
havent eat my breakfast....>.<
so yea...tis one juz a short update.....now goin for breakfast.....xD

ciaoz~
adios~

wat happen o?!

2010-05-27T00:15:00.000+08:00

dunno why....feel a bit down...i mean.now...

after dinner...as usual...on9...FB...and chat...

but suddenly...i feel so down....
feels like...sumtin is leaving me...=(

i dunno wat is tat..
juz...feels..'they' are gonna leave me alone..so soon

and all the loneliness...everythings...alone...comes out...
i feel i'm so so alone..
its like...
being surrounded by crowded...but...
i'm walking around there..ALONE...

is it i'll be always walk alone out there?
i juz wish someone can accompany me...
but..no one..
no one is willing to...='(

and...i had a talk with GOD...

"michael, they're not not willing to accompany u...they're bz..."
"yes i know they're bz...but...........nvm..."
"you wont be alone...u have ur family..ur frens...and some others who never met b4..they're always here...juz for you.."
"izit? but why when i need them..they're not here?"
"because they're bz.."
"but when they need help...i'm there...i'm there for helping them..even i'm bz...but i willing to help them..."
"because u're kind.."
"aren't they're kind too? if yes then why they're not here for helping me?"
"u should help urself...and not rely to others...they need ur help because they're not independent enough...and u're different from them..u're independent enough and u can settle everythings juz by urself...alone.."
"izit good?"
"yes..son.."
"means...i should happy for being alone?"
"yes...u should...and trying to help others...once they're independent...they doesnt need ur help anymore..."
"thank you..GOD..."
may GOD bless everyone no matter who they are or wat they did...

aarrr~~

2010-05-26T17:01:00.000+08:00

juz now i go practice flourish....
aiks....my finger was not flexible....zzz
the cards keep drop...uurrghhhh~

coz today was sooo bored...dun have any mood to play anything or wat...
juz watch a movie...then dunno wat to do liao...

then think of learn flourish lor...
but b4 tat...i dunno which deck should i open...
should i open the Viper Tally-Ho Silver Pips Deck or the Normal Red Color Bicycle Deck?
click on the name to see the picture..=)
Viper Tally-Ho with Silver Pips
Normal Red Color Bicycle Deck

then...
i decide to open the bicycle deck...
hahaha...feel so not willing to open to tally-ho..>.<
then watch the XCM video...
eeewww....my finger...not flexible lar....
yooorrrrr....
juz the 1st move i edi fed up...
i think really need sometimes to practice...zzzz

OMG....
starving....zzzz
i dint eat my breakfast and lunch....>.<
dunno wat to eat...blek :p
wat to eat?
anything?
i dowan bread...i wan...errr....got chicken rice?
uurrghh....lazy go dapao...>.<

nvm lar...
wait till dinner...xD

凌晨三点钟..

2010-05-26T03:32:00.000+08:00

现在已经是凌晨三点钟...
eh? 好像是张智成的歌.....啊哈哈..

我还没睡...
就一点睡意都没有...
如果我妈下来看到我还没睡肯定中骂...zzzzz

刚才在看Alice In The Wonderland...之前没看嘛..
现在download下来看...盗版..=.="
警察会抓....
p/s: 小朋友最好不要学...哥哥是有练过的....=)

现在无聊...在‘非死不可’（Facebook）跟朋友聊些关于狗的话题..
她问怎样训练狗狗叫...哈哈
还有...
wah！她有日本秋田犬(Japanese Akita Inu)

我超喜欢它叻..>.<
但是应该没机会养....家庭关系...=(
很羡慕我朋友哦....>.<

现在没事做了...
不知为何....我在想着她...
不是那个她...是另一个她...
不明白？
我说的是...
不是我的ex....是另一位女生...
一直想着她....刚刚在看她的照片...
不知不觉的...自己竟然笑了起来....
我自己也不明白为什么...哈哈

感觉好像我很快没事对吧？
刚刚分手...这里就好像喜欢另一个女生..
好像很花心....我自己也觉得好像是..=.="

因为有个人...她跟我说了很多东西...
让我明白了一切....明白了为何...
明白了为什么...
很谢谢你....你...真的是位很好的女生...
不是因为你跟我聊了这么多东西才说你是好女生...
而是因为...你对爱情...是真的很认真...
嗨呀...总之你的条件真的很好...
对人也很好..不好的是不会照顾自己...
让人担心...

知道你之前的遭遇....我也为你难过...
我的不算什么...你的比我严重很多...
我不明白...为什么...
为什么这个世界上会有酱的男生？
竟然舍得去伤害一位脆弱的女生...
'他'曾是我的好朋友...但是..我看错了...
真的万万没想到..他竟然做出酱的事...

真的...如果我是你的男朋友...
我肯定会比他更疼你....*好像在表白...=.="*

walao！！！
讲了一大堆没用的东西..=.=’
三点半？！
干什么好呢？

aiks...
多下子还是去睡好了....
晚安....=)

好像开始喜欢你了

最后最后

2010-05-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

我想...这是最后一篇写关于你的帖了...笨蛋...

笨蛋，记住。不是所有人都是真心。
所以、不要那么轻易的就去相信。

笨蛋，记住。不是所有人值得你付出。
所以、不要那么傻的就去给予。

笨蛋，记住。不是所有人都会背叛。
所以、不要那么狠的断绝该有的情。

笨蛋，记住。不是眼泪就可以挽回失去的。
所以、不要轻易就流下你的珍珠。

笨蛋，记住。不是乞求就可以得到。
所以、不要那么没尊严的活着。

笨蛋，记住。不是伤心就一定要哭泣。
所以、不要那么吝啬你的微笑。

笨蛋，记住。不是善良就可以受到庇佑。
所以、不要那么轻易的就心软。

笨蛋，记住。不是你认为可以给予就给予的。
所以、不要那么轻易许下承诺。

笨蛋，记住。不是所有表情都要写在脸上。
所以、不要那么轻易的泄露你的想法。

笨蛋，记住。不是所有说爱你的人都爱你。
所以、不要轻易付出你的爱。

笨蛋，记住。不是所有说不爱你都不爱你。
所以、不要残忍的去伤害她们。

笨蛋，记住。不是任何人都理解你。
所以、不要固执的以为谁对谁错。

笨蛋，记住。不是你做的不够好。
所以、不要悲悯的以为自己一事无成。

笨蛋，记住。不是只有你一个人在努力。
所以、不要轻易的就放弃。

笨蛋，记住。不是爱你的只有你自己。
所以、不要以为她们抛弃了你。

笨蛋，你有这么多的理由可以坚强、可以微笑
笨蛋，记住、你不是一个人。

谢谢你....保重...

bored bored bored~~

2010-05-24T15:23:00.000+08:00

boring~~
bosan~~
闷~~~~

walao....apa macam....
bored lar~!

dunno wat to do....then blog again......
haha....
today feel a bit tired....
so today will rest from all the training....=)
i mean my six packs training...
dance practice and finger flexible training...
hahaha...

tis morning i've drink HL milk....
wooaaahhh~~~
nice...xD
i forgot when i started to like HL milk....>.<
juz milk..i dowan wat chocolate flavour or strawberry flavour...juz milk..<3

now...
chat with fren in FB...
and doin nothing else...zzzz
oh yea!!!
finally the movie finish download d....xD xD
watch movie lu~
hahaahahaa.....

ciaoz~

我.....好想你....=(

2010-05-24T10:59:00.001+08:00

以后的日子...再也没有了你的陪伴...
这几天...
没有你的关心...没有你的担心...
没有你的刁蛮...没有你的任性...
没有你的责骂...没有了你的....爱..
我过得很难受...

虽然...我尝试着不再想..
尝试着找人聊天...谈谈心事...
当时....是真的没再想了...
但是过后...又来了...
它..就一直在我脑袋上像只秃鹰在旋转...

昨晚...
你突然打电话来...
我在客厅..没注意到...
回房间...看到是你的未接电话...
心理有点开心...因为是你...
但是...心情在一秒之内跌到零...
因为..我们都已经分手了...
当时...我在想...
我该不该回你信息...
过后还是决定回了...
因为之前已经答应过...
分手后..还是朋友...
你还可以找我聊天或什么的.....

但是那时已经很晚了...
我很习惯的...
吵你叫你快去睡觉....
虽然...我很想和你聊天...
但是...你今天还要上课...
不可以太迟睡...
太迟睡对身体不好...
之前你也曾因为睡眠不足..
饮食习惯不正常..
弄到你一正天都很累..
我也很担心你..

然后..
你....
骂我了....
骂我是不是不想跟你聊天..
是不是不想听到你声音..
我....笑了...
因为...
很久没有听到你骂我的语气了...

很怀念.....真的...很怀念...
怀念我们在一起的日子...

我.....好想你....

男生也需要被爱，28条作为女生有几条曾做过

2010-05-23T12:51:00.003+08:00

1、请你认认真真地去爱他，无论你多优秀，多聪明，多漂

亮，

2、家境多好，有多少人疼你，你都只有这样一个会傻傻地爱你的他。

3、不要只因为你在这边受了委屈就对电话那边的他大喊大叫；不要在他很忙时一遍遍打电话只为了告诉他你想他；

4、不要挂他的电话，无论你多生气。

5、不要将思念他作为你每天生活的全部内容；

6、不要和任何一个男生有超出朋友的交往，即使他看不到；

7、让一个男生最气愤的是莫过于让他找不到自己的女朋友；

8、不要只一味的索取他的爱，要记得他的付出也需要肯定，需要回报；

9、不要总是拖着他陪你去逛街，让他拎包、付款，无论他是否愿意；

10、不要在有第三个人在场时提到他的缺点，即使他并不在意这些缺点，即使你的本意只是想开玩笑；

11、不要在外人面前反驳他，每一个男生都有一点点大男子主义的情结；

12、不要把你很忙作为不回他短信，不接他电话的理由，因为他从未这样做过。

13、不要评论他的亲人的过失，毕竟你选的是他，而不是他的家人；

14、不要抱着“骑驴找马”的想法。你可以选择爱或不爱，但不能欺骗或伤害；

15、不要怀疑他，永远不要。请永远对着他微笑，即使此时你的心情可能也不好。

16、你永远不会了解你的微笑会给他多大的鼓励；

17、请在他受伤、失败的时候找一个僻静的地方抱一抱他，把你并不宽阔的肩膀借他靠一下，把你雪白的衣袖借他擦一下鼻涕和眼泪；

18、请对他的每一点进步和努力肯定和鼓励，他在落魄的时候最需要你；

19、请记得每次出门前带上钱包，偶尔抢着付钱，偶尔请他吃东西。爱情应该是平等的；请记得在每次去饭店时帮他点他爱吃的东西；

20、请记得每一个对他重要的日子，即使没有办法及时送上礼物，也要打个电话或者发条短信，让他知道你记得；

21、请偶尔抽时间顶着太阳去看他踢球、打球；请试着学会他爱的运动。你可以玩得不好，可是至少你可以对他的爱好多些了解，可以在他寂寞时陪他玩上一会儿；

22、请在他心情不好时尽量耐心的听他的电话，即使你很忙；

23、请学会撒娇的同时也学会在犯错之后说：“对不起”；

24、请不要对他说谎。如果他真的爱你，他可以原谅你所有的错误，却无法原谅你的谎言；

25、请在空闲的下午为他整理一次书柜，叠一次衣服；

26、请记得在他生病时给他带药，削苹果；

27、请时刻保持端庄、可爱，无论他是否看得到。因为你是他的女朋友，无论走到哪里，你都代表着他的尊严的一部分；

28、请为了他，时刻让自己变得更优秀；请以他喜欢的方式爱他。

爱情是两个人的事情。
如果他不值得你爱，那么请放手，给你们两个人追求幸福的机会；
如果他值得你爱，那么，请用心去肯定他、爱他、关怀他、等待他，
等到他有一天终于变成了盖世英雄，踏着七彩云来娶你。

it's hurt...but thank you...

2010-05-22T09:57:00.002+08:00

actually i should update by yesterday....
but i dint...coz...i'm really lost out...=(

there were few frens who knows wat happen to me...
really..only FEW of u knows....
coz...only FEW of u who really concern about me...
especially u...u...u...u....and u....yea.....and u too...

errr....FYI...mayb u dunno wat i'm talking about...
so...yea...

I'M TOTALLY BACK TO MY SINGLE LIFE AGAIN....

see those words?
yes...its could brought up some memories....=(

she....
was my 1st love....
my 1st gf ever...
who can make me feel i'm in love...
yes...it juz a short period of it...
juz not more than 3 months...
the joy, sadness, anger, jealousy....
we went thru everythings...
i think i'm gonna skip tis....
i dowan to bring the whole story here....
sorry...its abit private...
and....i'll remove everythings about her in tis blog...
i mean...all the photo in the side bar...
i'll juz keep one...others i'll keep in another place...
and for those blog post..i wont delete it...
and i'll never delete it....

well....errr....yea...
yesterday...
she decide to tell me about it...a break up....
we've been talk bout tis for few days...or mayb week?
and...
she ask her 'fren' to tell me about it..
ask me not to find her anymore..
when i get the msg....
i drop my phone....zzzzzz
i'm really lost....
p/s: my sim card was lost when the phone drop...but then i found it d...>.<

then...
i was sooo down...
wish someone can give me a hug or mayb have a talk with me...
but it seems i'm helpless....
and i on my FB...update status to 'FYI, i'm totally back to single life.'
then..i saw my fren was on9 there...
and i pm her....and told her about it..
and he had a talk....

OMG...>.<
she accompany me for chat when she was working...
haha....but her job very free one...like nothing to do one..zzzz
from around 1 sumtin....
we keep chatting...till 3 sumtin....
and she ask me to read about her blog...
see wat happen to her b4 tis....
wat the? same things happen to me...
but her's was serious abit...coz...a one year plus relationship....sink deep into the sea....
mine is complicated...>.<
after read her blog...
yea..it really help alot...
i'm feeling better d....

actually she was my secondary fren...
we met on Form 2...but then different class d...
wah..tat time ar...she was sooo cool eh...
those eyes like wanna kill u when she stare on u...o.O
but tat time i like her...aahahaha~!!!
i oso dunno why tat time i like her...zzzzz

and now ar....360 degree turn...
p/s: paiseh...i translate from cantonese geh..if u're cantonese then u know lar..haha...

now ar...she looks mature...
open minded...clever...
smart...happier...
more independent..
and....still a leng lui...>.<

hahaha...izit too over? no its not..
coz..its the fact...hahaha....
wish can really hang out with her...>.<
why i 'wish' ?
coz she was bz for work now...
OMG...she really....
i dunno how to describe...
haha....skip...xD
juz hope she really can take care herself....kinda worry about her...
take care urself k?

another topic.....
today...was the second day of my six packs training....=)
i'll get my six packs probably in juz a month...haha...
dunno will it success anot...>.<
good luck to me lar...

and...
about my dance practice...
currently practicing B2ST's SHOCK...
now already abour 30-40 percent i think...xD
mayb can finish it in a month...

then...
my magic skill....
now was in finger sketching training...
to make my finger more flexible...haha....=)
oh yea!!
yesterday i've order another deck again...
Viper Tally-Ho Fan Deck(Silver pips)
will show the photo when i get it..xD

okay...tats all for today's post....
thks to everyone who concern about me...
thks a lot...
and...
thks to u...SuRong....
thank you for being with me for tis period...
i dunno wat to say...juz....THANK YOU...
adios~

i really dun understand...=(

2010-05-20T11:17:00.003+08:00

yea....i cried...

i've been cried for everyday....='(

and i feel its not neccesary to let others know...

but...

now...i really wish someone can talk to me...

now..i juz woke up...and heard the radio was playing 约定-光良...

and...i cried again....

i dunno why....

since the day i'm with u...i started to become a guy who're so emotional....even watch drama oso will make my tears comes out....

i wish i can do sumtin....
but there's nothing i can do...

i dunno how...
i dunno wat i can do now...
btw...
there was a song i wish to share with guys....

and the lyrics...was like wat i'm thinking now....

Tell Me Goodbye - Big Bang

currently like tis song...
and oso C.N Blue's new song...LOVE

520!!! 我爱你!!

2010-05-20T00:44:00.000+08:00

yea...today was 20th of May..
5.20.2010..
the 520 means 'I Love You' in chinese coz the sound of the number was almost like the sound of the word..

juz now i've sms to her...
i mean my gf...I Love You...

and...
beside that...
the 'I Love You' not juz limited for couples rite? we also can say tat to our fren rite?
haha...yea..

juz now i've sms them...
some of the fren tat i like...tat was so important to me...
for those who get my sms...
means u're important to me too....
and...yea..
I Love You...=)

HAPPY 520 DAY!!!!
xD xD

my 1st birthday present..=)

2010-05-19T12:37:00.000+08:00

hahahaha....
guess wat...
my birthday...1st birthday present was fromThe Magic Street Online Store errr..
xD xD xD

coz i've order some deck from there...
after my beg get stolen last last friday...=(
i plan to practice magic...
but deck get stolen in the beg edi..
so..yea..i bought new one..=)

and ngam ngam my birthday...
it arrive my house step by pos laju..hahahaha...
i am so so happy...>.<

here's the photo...xD

new concubine..aahahahaha

hahaha....
here's my all lao po...xD

ma 20 years old birthday errr..xD

2010-05-19T11:57:00.004+08:00

yea...is 20...
i'm officially 20 years old edi..=)
err....
am i still consider as a teen?zzzzz

actually i dint plan to celebrate my birthday..
i tot juz normal got wishes enuf d...
but my fren say wan to celebrate for me...
so..yea...

we went to Gasoline The Mines..
near mah..xD
had my dinner...
they drink oni..
yeeerrr,,,,juz me and kien how makan...
feel so paiseh...>.<
and OMG..
i saw two swan over there..

i mean..beside The Mines...there was a huge lake...and the Gasoline was juz beside the lake..
so when we're sitting outside..i mean..outdoor seats...
i saw two swan at the lake....summore so near..
p/s: i never saw a real swan before....zzz

ahaha...took some picture edi...xD

and yea...my cake...xD
i like tis cake...'half cut'...haha...
half was white cream and another half was chocolate...xD
nice nice...love it...

and camwhore time~!

my belove 'mom' and me..xD

then...we suddenly plan to go sing k....
but phui seen and pei wan cant make it..
coz phui seen kenot too late oni go home..
and pei wan need to work...
no need to sorry lar..
its ok...coz it'll be sooo late....>.<
i understand..=)

so we all 5 guys..zzz
go sing k...hahahaha...
feel so weird...zz
and we went to the Neway at Puchong...=)
i never went there b4 leh..
everytime go back hostel oso will pass through it...
but i never went in b4..
aahahahaha....paiseh...coz i seldom sing k geh...xD
and we sing until 4 sumtin..
OMG...so late...hahaha.....

thks to Wei Jun, Kien How, Pei Wan, Hoong Hoong, Chee Son and Phui Seen for celebrate for me...
thank you very very mucchiieee~...
love u all~~<3
and,,,,thks to everyone who wish me on my Facebook profile...
thank you sooo much...
there was 142 ppl who wished me in FB...ahahaha....
too free...i go count it...xD
love u guy...=)

我爱你

2010-05-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

爱你,所以不会生气你超過24小时，就算你真的做错事..
因为没有你的日子很難度過 ........

真的愛妳，所以并不会常给你亲蜜的称呼..
因那称呼只在心里..

因为真的愛妳，所以会顺从你..
但是自己又說不出什么原因…..

爱你,所以电话没线会很着急,
怕你联络不到会很失望...

因为爱你,所以覺得你是最好的，
不會將你和其他女生做比較...

因为爱你,所以不會要求你減肥，
因健康最重要...

真的愛妳，所以即便牵着你的手全是汗,
也不会轻易甩開你的手..

所有都是因为三个字..
我爱你!

2010-05-14T19:02:00.000+08:00

講你又唔聽
聽你又唔明
明你又唔做
做你又做錯
錯你又唔認
認你又唔改
改你又唔服
服你又唔講.

2010-05-11T13:54:00.001+08:00

☻♥☻
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我爱你的100个理由

2010-05-11T10:58:00.000+08:00

1.再危险, 你都让我觉得安全
-- 我爱你, 因为我一下子就被热烈的感觉淹没, 但出人意料之外, 我一点也不为此感到担忧.

2.因为你深情呼唤我的名字
-- 我爱你, 因为你经常叫我的名字.

3.找不到你的时候, 你会很快找到我
-- 我爱你, 因为你总是很快就回我电话.

4.喜欢你说谢谢的感觉
-- 我爱你, 因为你诚恳地向我表示谢意, 在我们共度了一个美好的夜晚之后.

5.想要走进你的世界
-- 我爱你, 因为打从第一眼看见你, 我就情不自禁地想要了解你更多, 一直到现在, 我仍然还有相同的感觉.

6.你的心跳和我一样快
-- 我爱你, 因为你故作轻松的约我去看电影, 但我从你的眼里看出你在假装. 因为你的心跳其实和我一样快.

7.你把我的电话号码背下来
-- 我爱你, 因为当我告诉你我的电话号码时, 你立刻把那一连串的数字全背下来了.

8.依然记得相逢的那一刻
-- 我爱你, 因为虽然我们已经在一起很久了, 我都仍然记得你我相遇时的景象, 包括天气, 衣着, 你对膸说的第一句话, 以及那一刻我心里的悸动

9.你在拥抱的时候心无杂念
-- 我爱你, 因为当你拥抱我的时候, 你心无杂念, 并没有想到一些不该想的事

10.失去你, 感觉象失去全世界
-- 我爱你, 因为只要想到我们可能会有分开的一天, 我的感觉就象失去了全世界.

11.你的爱, 让我年轻自在
-- 我爱你, 因为和你在一起, 我变得又年轻又自在, 连旁人都注意到我看起来有多好.

12.舍不得和你说再见
-- 我爱你, 因为每次约会结束时, 我都不想和你说再见.

13.情人是最贴心的仆人
-- 我爱你, 因为从来没有人对我那么好.

14.思念让我度日如年
-- 我爱你, 因为我总是计算着日子, 直到我们下一次见面为止.

15.你把我当成稀世珍宝般炫耀
-- 我爱你, 因为你很骄傲地把我介绍给你的朋友.

16.你是我想共度一生的人
-- 我爱你, 因为我非常确定, 你就是那个我想和他一起共度一生的人.

17.情人的时间没有逻辑可言
-- 我爱你, 因为当我们在一起的时候, 我总是忘了时间的存在.

18.喜欢你赖床的模样
-- 我爱你, 因为我们每天都用猜拳决定谁应该先起床

19.爱情是发现自己的过程
-- 我爱你, 因为我在你身上看见了自己

20.你为我点亮心中的烛光
-- 我爱你, 因为当我两脚冰冷的时候, 你把它们放在你温暖的肚子上

21.我们的爱是透明的
-- 我爱你, 因为你会告诉我你昨天晚上做的梦

22.分享心事是爱情的一大步
-- 我爱你, 因为你会和我分享你的一切, 无论是报纸, 食物, 或是你的床.

23.讲电话, 讲的是不是真话?
-- 我爱你, 因为和你通电话时, 我会不断想象电话那头你的样子

24.不特别, 也不能和别人重叠
-- 我爱你, 因为你一直收藏着我给你的每一张小卡片

25.你就是我的扫毒软体
-- 我爱你, 因为你的眼神似乎可以把我穿透

26.只有你懂得欣赏我的美丽
-- 我爱你, 因为我可以在你身上找出十个以上我喜欢的部分

27.你总是带给我欢笑
-- 我爱你, 因为当你笑的时候, 我会希望那是为我而笑

28.你是我唯一能依存的回忆
-- 我爱你, 因为你的脸随着岁月, 随着心情改变, 而我会努力记住你的每一张脸

29.你比狗仔队还专业
-- 我爱你, 因为每当我转身, 都可以发现你在我身后凝视着我

30.你让我觉得自己很性感
-- 我爱你, 因为即使镜子已经对我说了实话, 你仍然可以让我感觉自己很性感

31.爱情颠覆我对世界的看法
-- 我爱你, 因为我喜欢你的心, 你的思想, 也喜欢你的耳垂, 你的牙齿, 你的手指甲.

32.因为你很假, 可以应付我老妈
-- 我爱你, 因为即使遇到不怎么样的人, 你都仍然会礼貌的微笑.

33.我们是茫茫人海中的两块拼图
-- 我爱你, 因为你肩膀的弧度刚刚好合乎我的头型,

34.我们刚好相差十二公分
-- 我爱你, 因为我们俩的身高配合得天衣无缝

35.你非常在意我的评价
-- 我爱你, 因为你每次剪过头发以后, 都非常在意我的评价

36.只有你不认为我应该减肥
-- 我爱你, 因为每次我问你我是不是该减肥的时候, 你总是会回答说你喜欢我现在的样子

37.我是你最亲密的那个人
-- 我爱你, 因为你刚睡醒时, 顶着一头乱发的样子很可爱

38.你探索我心里的每个角落
-- 我爱你, 因为你注意到了我身上, 某些连我自己都不曾仔细看过的部位

39.因为你头上多了一些白发
-- 我爱你, 因为我喜欢你发现自己头上多了些白头发, 皱着眉头一脸不高兴的样子

40.我是你的心灵鸡汤
-- 我爱你, 因为你对大事非常勇敢, 但在小事方面却非常依赖.

41.我们的智商旗鼓相当
-- 我爱你, 因为你不仅脑袋里装满了鬼点子, 同时也非常重视我所提出的意见.

42.因而你既善良又风趣
-- 我爱你, 因为也许有人可以象你一样善良, 也许有人可以跟你一样有趣, 但是没有一个人可以同时具备你的善良和有趣.

43.你会安静聆听我的批评
-- 我爱你, 因为你不喜欢一些攻击性的字眼, 但还是会强迫自己安静地聆听别人恶毒的批评.

44.我可以不断丢给你一些难题
-- 我爱你, 因为你不畏惧任何挑战, 所以我可以不断给你新挑战.

45.我可以放心地抛弃你
-- 我爱你, 因为即使我宣布放弃了, 你也还是会锲而不舍的努力.

46.你的世界比我想象的更美丽
-- 我爱你, 因为你不会为了我放弃你原有的兴趣.

47.对我, 你没办法洒脱
-- 我爱你, 因为除了我之外, 你不会用太严肃的态度去面对任何事情; 对我, 你无法洒脱.

48.你把我的抱怨当成许愿
-- 我爱你, 因为遇到不如意的事情, 你会试图去改变它, 而非只是在那里抱怨.

49.不管好事坏事, 都想告诉你
-- 我爱你, 因为不管遇到好事或坏事, 我都想要第一个告诉你.

50.你让我活在希望里
-- 我爱你, 因为你让我觉得任何事都是可能实现的.

51.你就是我生命的意义和目的
-- 我爱你, 因为你使我找到了生命的意义与目的.

52.我的生命多了许多可能
-- 我爱你, 因为自从遇见你, 生命就多了许多可能.

53.你把我的缺点变成优点
-- 我爱你, 因为你可以接受我最不好的一面

54.你从不会试图改变我
-- 我爱你, 因为你从来不曾试图改变我.

55.你真的为了我的快乐而快乐
-- 我爱你, 因为你会因为我的快乐而感到快乐

56.你是我最想伸手抓住的人
-- 我爱你, 因为你是我跌到时会想伸手去抓的那个人.

57.你包容我好强的伪装
-- 我爱你, 因为每当我不懂装懂的时候, 你总是能马上看穿.

58.你会打电话和我说话
-- 我爱你, 因为你打电话给我, 只为了听听我的声音

59.你的话语隐含着情意
-- 我爱你, 因为你总是不忘提醒我多加一件衣服.

60.你乐于分享我的梦想
-- 我爱你, 因为你乐意分享我的梦想, 甚至是那些不可能实现的痴人说梦.

61.笑话再冷, 你也会卖力回应
-- 我爱你, 因为不管我的笑话有多冷, 你都还是会开怀大笑.

62.你让我特别, 又有人陪
-- 我爱你, 因为我们之间有着一大堆其他人听不懂的语言.

63.你会用吻让我闭嘴
-- 我爱你, 因为当我说了某些我不该说的话, 你就会适时地用吻来让我闭嘴.

64.你让我安心犯错
-- 我爱你, 因为无论我做错了什么事, 只要说一声”对不起”, 你就会无条件的原谅我.

65.你心痛, 我会跟着眼睛红
-- 我爱你, 因为看见你哭泣的样子, 我也会忍不住跟着掉眼泪.

66.你是我最忠实的听众
-- 我爱你, 因为当我想说话的时候, 你会静静地听我说.

67.你不在乎我批评你的技术
-- 我爱你, 因为当我批评你的驾驶技术时, 你的反应好象我批评的是你老妈.

68.没人比你更适合我
-- 我爱你, 因为和你在一起的时候, 我不会再羡慕其他情侣

69.我是你的NO.1
-- 我爱你, 因为你的世界除了我, 还有工作, 有家人, 有朋友, 虽然我不是你的only one, 但我绝对是你的NO.1.

70.你在我面前不会那么虚伪
-- 我爱你, 因为你总是很有礼貌地对每一个人说:”请, 谢谢, 对不起….”, 只有在我面前, 你才会表现出不礼貌的那一面.

71.你衬托出我的品位
-- 我爱你, 因为我会迫不及待地把你介绍给我的朋友

72.因为, 你把狗当成朋友
-- 我爱你, 因为你蹓狗的时候, 会一路上不停地和它们聊天.

73.你居然把我的家人都摆平
-- 我爱你, 因为就算我家人给你脸色看, 你依然会尽你所能地取悦他们.

74.只要我送的, 你都会喜欢
-- 我爱你, 因为即使我送你的衣服你不喜欢, 和我约会的时候你也会穿着它.

75.因为你做人很成功
-- 我爱你, 因为你仍然和你幼稚园的同学保持联络.

76.你不会泄漏我们之间的秘密
-- 我爱你, 因为你不会向任何人揭露我们之间的隐私

77.你的缺点反应我的优点
-- 我爱你, 因为你老是忘记自己的车停在哪里, 而我可以适时地提醒你.

78.我们都喜欢说别人的八卦
-- 我爱你, 因为我们可以一起躲在厨房的角落谈论某人的八卦.

79.难得我们志同道合
-- 我爱你, 因为我可以和你谈奥修, 莫扎特, 米开郎基罗, 也可以和你一起研究最新一期时装杂志的封面.

80.你会记住我的梦话
-- 我爱你, 因为你会告诉我昨天晚上我说了什么梦话.

81. 你真的把我放在心坎里
-- 我爱你, 因为你会把最后一块巧克力留给我.

82.你总是给我意外的惊喜
-- 我爱你, 因为你在车子里偷偷藏了我爱吃的零食, 只要我想吃, 你就可以把它们”变”出来.

83.你把房子变成了家
-- 我爱你, 因为你让”房子”变成了”家”.

84.你的品位让我们很适合
-- 我爱你, 因为你拥有高人一等的品位----光是从你选择了我这一点就可以看出来了.

85.你会不由自主把我搂在怀中
-- 我爱你, 因为我在厨房洗碗的时候, 你会从后面抱住我.

86.每次, 你都会故意让我赢
-- 我爱你, 因为每次下棋的时候, 你都会故意让我赢.

87.你会在蓝图里为我留个位置
-- 我爱你, 因为你对未来的每一个计划都包括我在内.

88.幸福就是最美好的礼物
-- 我爱你, 因为你从来不会把我视为理所当然, 现在不会, 以后也不会.

89.爱情让我更清醒
-- 我爱你, 因为我无法想象换成另一个人在我身边会是什么样的光景.

90.我们有共同的喜好和烦恼
-- 我爱你, 因为我喜欢说”我们”胜过于”我”.

91.你为了我变得更好
-- 我爱你, 因为你自己的袜子穿破了都还舍不得仍, 却舍得掏钱买LV给我.

92.再生气, 你也不会发脾气
-- 我爱你, 因为不管你有多么生气, 你看我的眼神依然温柔.

93.人因为爱情而成长茁壮
-- 我爱你, 因为你给了我独自面对困难的勇气(当然, 有你在身边会更好).

94.就算我早泄, 你还是把我当宝贝
-- 我爱你, 因为就算我早泄, 你还是会把我当成你的宝贝.

95.你会体贴地问我喜欢什么姿势
-- 我爱你, 因为你会体贴地问我喜欢什么姿势.

96.你可以很快感应我的心情
-- 我爱你, 因为不用说话, 你就可以在三十秒内, 快速感应到我今天的心情.

97.你是我的镜子, 不是影子
-- 我爱你, 因为你总是可以找出我的错误, 纠正我, 但不责备我.

98.每天都有喜悦的感觉
-- 我爱你, 因为你每天都可以给我一个新的理由去爱你.

99.你当我是宝贝, 不是累赘
-- 我爱你, 因为你一直当我是宝贝, 而不是你的累赘.

100.很高兴你刚好也爱我
-- 我爱你, 因为你可以告诉我你101个爱我的理由.

AWESOME week!!!

2010-05-09T13:19:00.001+08:00

errrr..
where should i start?

hmmm....oo...exam

i edi had my semester 3 final exam last 2 week..=)
till wednesday...
so now...i'm goin to have my huge blast of holidays!!!
OMG...2 months holiday...
wat should i do?
haha...i got my plan d..
i plan to improve my magic..
and learn Taeyang's Where U At dance step..and oso B2ST's SHOCK...xD

juz now i've bought few decks from the The Magic Street Online Stores ..xD
coz...

sumtin happen on friday(7th May 2010)
tat day...
me and our my dance crew went for dance practice at OutCast Dance Studio..
then after practice..
we went to BU for dinner...*near the TBUN cybercafe*
and we chit chat after dinner lor...
then around 11++..
we want to go home and get some rest d..
and..
WTF...
i saw my fren's car's left side passenger seat's mirror had been broken..
OMG...
and..and...
shit!!!
my beg is gone!!!
FUCKARD...

then my fren call his parents lor..
and i check for my another two fren's car..
OMG!!!
got one get broken oso...
shit...

means 2 frens...2 car...2 begs has been rob at the same time...
fuck...
damn it..
i wonder who was the thieves..
i'm gonna kill him....
and i lost my Bicycle Deck for playing magic, another new bought Bee Deck..
my phone charger, headphone, some coin(i think got around RM4 or RM5)...
stationery, some course fees and ptptn loan resit...hostel and house keys...
shit...

\
the Saga and the Kelisa...

then...i ask my another fren fetch me home...
coz they goin home oso...

and saturday...
yay!!!today performance!!!

i woke up at 9 sumtin..
go had my breakfast and went for meet up with our IX crew...

then we go to the Restoran Super Tanker for sound test..xD
wow...its a club..
i mean sumtin like resort..
got swimmming pool, paint ball war zone...OMG...
i feel wan to play paint ball...LOL

and we rehearsel for tonite show....
till 2pm+
then we go to the studio for practice..
practice practice practice...
till around 4..then we go to our fren's house for shower and rest...
after tat we rush back to the restoran..=)

then we had our 1st and second dishes..
and..
time for perform!! xD

for the whole dinner..
we keep cam-whoring..LOL..

here are some of them photo..=)

the Brothers...from left: Ian and Shawn, Nicky and Brian

here's the link to my Facebook profile album..
there were some others photo...

IX Photo Album - Intro + It's You by Super Junior

but the things we regret was....
there was no one capture video for us..=(

and our first Dance Album Cover...LOL~~!!!!

thks to Brian, Ian, Nicky, Shawn, Pang Yean, Gabriel, Tony and Micky for tis AWESOME performance...
thks IX...
love u guys..<3

♥♥♥我要的是永不分手的恋爱♥♥

2010-05-07T05:15:00.001+08:00

我要的是一场永不分手的恋爱
就算吵架
就算生气
就算分开
也会再在一起

我要的是永不分手的恋爱
就算我们很忙
就算我们很累
只要见到彼此就会温馨一笑

我要的是永不分手的恋爱
就算我们结了婚
就算我们有了孩子
就算我们在一起很久了
我也会想让我在睡觉前拥抱你一会儿

我要的是一场永不分手的恋爱
在那场恋爱里
只有彼此
没有背叛
没有分离
没有心痛

我要的是一场永不分手的恋爱
那场恋爱
我们都会长大
都会懂事
都会成熟
但也会在只有彼此的时候幼稚一下下

我要的是一场永不分手的恋爱
那场恋爱里
我们懂得彼此
熟悉彼此
习惯彼此
依赖彼此

我要的是一场永不分手的恋爱
我们的恋爱中
有一个自己的家
有一个我们的宝宝
孩子叫我爸爸、叫你妈妈

我要的是一场永不分手的恋爱
我们会一直牵着彼此的手
陪着对方渡过每一天
快乐、忧伤
首先会想到对方
彼此的感情不会随着时间的逝世而随波逐流

我要的是一场永不分手的恋爱
我们会一直走下去。
白头到老
然后轻抚着你的脸庞、轻声说句
“你永远是我的女人"

两个人在一起久了，是会上瘾的。

2010-05-07T05:11:00.001+08:00

两个人在一起久了，会发现自己有时幼稚的像个儿童。
两个人在一起久了，才知道原来一个人可以如此的去想念另一个人。
两个人在一起久了，自己的不良爱好会因为对方的不喜欢而终止。
两个人在一起久了，会比以前更加奋斗，把压力当成动力。
两个人在一起久了，奇怪的变的很乖，会按时吃饭按时睡觉。
两个人在一起久了，父母管不下来的习惯，会因为她的一声哼，而改正。
两个人在一起久了，会深深的喜欢上以前那份厌恶督促，催促，教训。
两个人在一起久了，脑子里会老记着去看看手机。即使是个山寨货。
两个人在一起久了，会常看一些生活小常识，星座相配，异性服装。
两个人在一起久了，偶尔就和发春状态一样说出我爱你。
两个人在一起久了，撒娇多了，冷言少了，（嗯）字多了，（不）字少了。

两个人在一起久了，看见相拥，亲吻的场景，会用好浪漫去形容。
两个人在一起久了，人会变的很细心很敏感，嘴笨也学会甜言蜜语了。
两个人在一起久了，会在任何时间任何地点，为了一个可爱的幻想站着傻笑。
两个人在一起久了，常在琢磨是因为寂寞才想你还是想你才寂寞。
两个人在一起久了，漫不经心打听她小姐妹的情侣是否很出众，很乐意的给自己增加压力。
两个人在一起久了，即使搂在怀里了，也会为了自己一个虚有的幻想而担心失去，很不安心。

两个人在一起久了，平常游戏的时间是在专心的关注着对方的签名，日志，一切有关系的讯息。
两个人在一起久了，会很想陪伴着她去做她想做的事，即使是自己从没触碰过的。
两个人在一起久了，通常只是偷瞄走过的异性，然后惊慌失措的说句还是你最漂亮。
两个人在一起久了，兄弟，朋友的会常对自己说一句话。（重色轻友的家伙）
两个人在一起久了，虚伪说你真是个大坏蛋，内心不知道有多怜惜这个大坏蛋。
两个人在一起久了，是会上瘾的。

am i?

2010-05-03T09:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday....
she sms me...
said i'm a perfect boyfren....
who treat her very well...
o.O
*p.s: i dunno tat....>.<

i'm so so happy tat time...
but then she told me about last time we break up...
i'm the 1st guy who make her feel cant let go when she said break up...
she had few boyfren b4...and last time when she said break up...
she meants it...

but tis time...
she said i'm the 1st guy ever who make her cant let go after said break up...
and...
i'm the 1st guy ever who make her cried when said wanna break up....
*p.s: last time when she said break up...i cried....and i know she was crying too...eh...i got wrote it down there...go read urself...>.<

i'm a perfect boyfren huh?
i dint admit...
i know i'm not good enuf...
and i try to be better and better...
and...
i love u....

bii...i wont give up for u...
i wont leave u alone and doesnt care about u...
i promise..
i promise i wont like some of ur ex who leave u alone without telling u and hurt u...
coz..i love u....i really love u...
its been almost 2 month....
once it reach 6th of May...
2 months...we've been facing everything together for 2 months...
and everytime i'm in trouble or confusing of sumtin....
u're always with me...stay with me together...=)
and i'll do tat to u too...
no matter wat happen...
i'll be with u always....
stick with u always....

bii...i know its kinda bored for listening tis...
but...i still wan to tell u tat..
i love u...

fuck...sumtin bad happens...=(

2010-05-03T09:14:00.000+08:00

last nite...i'm headache...
edi headache for two days....

and last nite..i sleep quite early...12 sumtin..consider as early lar...LOL
coz normally i sleep at around 1 or 2 sumtin...sumtimes never sleep oso..=.="

and FUCK...i duno wat happen to me last nite...
last nite around 2 sumtin my gf called me...
and i dun even know!!!
OMG....

usually if she finds me at midnite..i can wake up and reply her...
but last nite i'm headache....
but headache is ok wat....
juz i dunno why i dint realize tat she called me....

coz last time i fever...
she called me at midnite...
and i still can wake up and pick up her call even though i'm fever....
i really dun understand why last nite i cant wake up..=(
it juz a headache...
OMG...

i feel sumtin bad is gonna happen...
shit shit shit...=(

die die die...=(

bii...i'm sorry....
it's my mistake...
i dunno why...i really dun understand why i dint realize it...
OMG OMG...
i'm so so SORRY...=(

if anything happen to u...
i'll be regret for being sick..and cant pick up ur call..
i'll regret for it forever....=(
its my fault....
if i dint sick...if i take care myself and dint sick...
it wont happens....
i'm sorry bii....

SSSSSSSSSSS
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OO---------OO
OO---------OO
OOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOO

RRRRRRRRRR
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RR---------RR
RR---------RR
RRRRRRRRRR
RR
RRRR
RR-RRR
RR---RRR
RR-----RRR
RR-------RRRR

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女孩，请珍惜男孩的眼泪

2010-05-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

刚刚在facebook看到这....

　如果有个男孩为你哭，请拉住他的手，他真的可以陪你走

完一生。
　　
　　一个朋友告诉我，他哭了，为了一个女孩。
　　
　　“你一定很爱很爱她吧。”
　　
　　“是爱到不知道怎么办才好。”
　　
　　“是吗？”
　　
　　男孩在你面前哭说明他已经快要窒息了如果你拉住他的手，他真的可以陪你走完一生，如果你放弃了他，他会很难再回到以前的自己。”
　　
　　他的话音刚落，我心中突然很压抑…… 想到了他——那个曾经为我哭泣的男孩。
　　
　　第一次，我决定离开他。他对我说，只要我幸福。我看见他强忍着泪水，我知道，转身时，他哭了。
　　
　　第二次，我告诉他，我欺负了他。他告诉我，会原谅我，因为他爱我。他抱着我哭了，我知道他一定很失望。
　　
　　第三次，情人节。他紧紧地抱着我，对我说，不要离开他。他不让我看他的脸，我知道他哭了。
　　
　　最终，是他选择了离开。我知道，他是对我感到绝望了。也许是我错的太多，一切都无法挽回。我，也选择了离开。离开这个城市，逃避这里的一切。电话里，他哭泣着哀求我留下，但我却毅然决定离开。他哭了，也是最后一次为我哭……
　　
　　如今，我们都变了。他变了，变得陌生，过去，对他而言，也许只是很傻。我变了，变得麻木，过去，对我而言，也许只是遗憾。
　　
　　过去我的任性，曾无数次伤害了他。现在的他，已不会像过去那样对感情认真。我知道，一切都已改变。如果，一切可以重新来过，我一定不会离开。不会离开值得一辈子去爱的人。
　　
　　男孩，不轻易哭泣，只有面对最爱的人时，才会变得脆弱。
　　
　　男孩，不轻易哭泣，只有在太爱你的时候，才会放下自尊。
　　
　　女孩，如果有个男孩为你哭，请拉住他的手，他真的可以陪你走完一生。
　　
　　女孩，如果有个男孩为你哭，请不要放弃他，也许一个选择会毁掉一个人...

2010-04-23T14:03:00.001+08:00

一个女生..如果太爱那男生...
就算男生骗了她些什么...她也会相信的吗?

例如...
男生只有一个朋友知道他骗了她...
男生的朋友告诉她说他说谎了...
男生不承认..反而跟朋友绝交...
女生最后选择相信了男生....

我想...到现在...女生还被蒙在鼓里...

lalalalalala~~~

2010-04-17T10:22:00.000+08:00

everything start from last week....

one day~
*LOL...am i goin to tell a child story? NO WAY~*

last week....thursday...
i back home....
then...friday...
my fren celebrating his birthday by having steamboat...
and i'm invited...
and....
OMG....oh no~
should i upload the photo?
i dunno...i scared later he scold me...hahahaha
i bought him a bra...=.="
and his cousin bought him a G-String....aahahahaha

a PINK color Bra and a RED color g-string...LOL

after steamboat...and had the cake as dessert...
we went to his house..
and FORCE him to wear those bra and g-string...
aahahaha...
keep forcing and forcing..
and at last...
he wear it...and we took picture~~!!!
but i think better not to upload it...LOL

after the birthday celebration...
i went movie with my girlfren...
we went to watch "Kaiji"
its a movie tat talk about the greedy of human....
and bcoz of greedy...
the lose their life...their money...
everything...
BUT...
there was a guy...
who willing to fight for it...
and he was the 'Kira' in Death Note...hahaha...
overall quite nice lar...
juz the front part we missed it d..=(
we late d...paiseh....
but then....
my gf said wan to break up with me..=(
bcoz of the 'sumtin' tat just happen...
i dunno wat to do....
and she was just sooo angry...=(

10 April 2010

the next day...
after the break up....
we're still chat and sms like a couple...
guess she also not really want a break up...
and i stay at hostel whole day long...
doin nothing...
cant sleep well last nite..
cant eat well...
when i woke up..
i juz dunno wat to do...
then...she sms me...
coz at nite gonna fetch my gf(should call ex rite?) go to Leo Pub..
and i went to Opera, Sunway with my fren...xD
we're having fun...=)
LOL...skip lar...
lazy to talk much...
all clubbin was the same...hahahaha
then...we just like never break up...=.="
but when fetching her back...
she ask..
'eh...we not break up d meh?'
i say i dunno...hahaha...
then i keep saying..
bii...i love u~♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
xD xD

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥
♥♥

and then for the whole weekdays...
we're still like couple...
i havent ask for compound...>.<
but we still chat and sms like couple..
so sweet~♥

and last nite..
we went to Mist Club...
coz last week she met a TB...so called lesbian...
she said it was her birthday...and she ask my gf to join...
but then bii call me and tell me about it..
and ask me to go with her...
so i decide to go with her lor..
but actually i doesnt feel wan her to go...
coz she told me tat the TB tell her tat she like her...
and i dun like the TB lar..
yerr~
but at last...
i still go with her...
along the way..
i drive quite slow...LOL
then my gf ask me..why drive so slow...izit dowan her to go...
she keep hug me and touch my face...and ask me dun like tis...>.<
and we reach there...

actually my gf ask me to pretend as her normal close fren but not boyfren..
ahahaha...
coz she wanna play with those TB...LOL...
after we go in...juz around 10 or 20 mins...
the TB saw i'm so close with my gf...
then he..eh..no...is she...
she ask me to drink the wine...
half bottle of it...
chieh~
wine oni...it juz like plain water for me...
paiseh....wine is nothing to me....xD
i drink all....hahaha...
my gf try to stop me for drinking it..
but i dun bother lar...
juz drink..hehe...

then after tat...
my gf dowan to talk to the TB...and we just dance dance dance...xD
and then...it was around 2 sumtin...
we saw a guy accidently bump against to the TB..
and wtf..
the TB push the guy and we can know tat she wanna had a fight..=.="
and i really not in mood d bcoz of him...eh..is her...paiseh...
so me and my gf leave...
then then then....skip skip skip~
xD

bii...i love u~♥
oh ya...forgot sumtin...
it was Candy Valentine's Day on 14 April...
and on the 13 April midnite..
when it reach 12...become 14 april..
i've send 520 'i love u' to my gf...LOL
sms....not msn or wat...
i type and type and type...>.<
stupid huh?
LOL...I AM...xD

selling off my JVC Hard Disk Video Camcorder...

2010-04-05T12:55:00.001+08:00

click on the link to lead u to my Facebook photo album page...

full description there..=)

http://www.facebook.com/Michael.The.RMD?v=photos&ref=profile#!/album.php?aid=2061034&id=1142036145

ehe.....=)

=(

2010-04-05T08:58:00.000+08:00

last week i went back home again...
bcoz of some ptptn thing...zzzzz

then..AGAIN..
my parents doesnt let me out....
i dunno why...=(

i'm being a good kid, a child who always listen to parents...for 20 years..
now i'm edi 20 years old teenager...
couldnt i juz went out and hang out with frens?

i'm still being a good child and ask wether i can out anot..
but the answer is..

"Mom...can i go out?"
"No.."
"Dad..can i go out?"
"Ask your mom.."

wat the hell?
in hostel...i edi stop hanging out with fren...i mean 'STOP'...not 'SELDOM'..
always juz stay at hostel after class....

i tot when i back home..i can get a chance to hang out with frens...
but...no..=(

why?
why both of you like....boycott me?
elder...younger brother...
they say wan go out with frens..
u dint say anything..
not even a word...

but me...always get the answer 'NO'...=(
tis all had happen for so long..
juz b4 tis sometimes i still can out..
but after y'all know tat i got girlfren...
my very 1st girlfren..
y'all started to not letting me out...
everytimes i back home...
cant out...stay at home..
facing my pc..desktop..laptop...
games...movie..
then y'all scold me summore..
said tat i always sit in front the pc...

i cant go out..
the only thing i do at home was juz facing the pc...
or else housekeeping...
or juz play with the baby....

wooOOoOooo~~~
locked in the house full day...=(
FUN huh?

yess...it's FUN....=.="

and bcoz of tis...
i edi make my gf dissapointed for few times..
tot wanna hang out..
but...bcoz of tis wat happen..
cant go out..
and i think mayb she edi started to feel sad about tis..
last saturday...
she ask for movie..
i tot can go with her..
but then..

the conversation happen...
scroll up...

=(

but last week edi promise tat next week friday and saturday nite can go out..
if suddenly say cant out tat time..
I AM GONNA STEAL THE CAR KEY AND GO OUT WITHOUT TELLING YOU...
and i wont pick up any phone calls from both of u..
i 100% MUST go...

我...不舍得...=(

2010-03-30T08:25:00.000+08:00

一天过去了...

我真的不舍得....

昨晚以朋友的身份通电话...
我都不懂要说什么..
就感觉很不习惯..=(

我知道..
你当时试着弄我开心..
很谢谢你那样做...
我也知道...
你自己也是很伤心...
我感觉得到...

我自己也尝试着以朋友的心态跟你聊天..
但是...我做不到...=(
我真的...很希望你会对我说...
"我们不要分手咯"
但是...我知道你不会说...

今天你有排球比赛..
我很担心你..
你昨天也是和我一样..
生病..发烧...
我真的很担心你...
你生病也没跟你妈妈说..
我现在又没在你身边..
没得照顾你...=(

你还骂我说..
我自己也生病..怎么照顾你...
你这样说..弄到我更心疼...
分手了...我还有机会照顾你吗？
你说我们还可以出来见面..
还可以一起玩..
但是...你真的能做到吗？
你也说过..
不想见我...

还记得...你跟我说你要分手的理由..
你说害怕伤害到我..
我知道...
你以前受过伤害..
现在很怕会好像以前那样..
所以才不敢全心全意地爱我...
你才说很怕伤害到我...才说分手的...

现在你又说..
你是playgirl..只是玩弄我感情..
你说的时候...我知道那不是真的..
因为...我听到你哭了..
如果一个playgirl要跟一个男生说玩腻了..要分手..
她是不会哭的...

你说不想见我..
起初你是说很怕到时真的不舍得..
现在却说见到腻了..
不想见我...

我真的知道..
你...还爱我...
就..为什么我们不能一起去面对呢？
一起面对一切事情...

我答应过你..
要很爱很爱你...
我会遵守诺言...
而且..
你也说过...
没有人比我更爱你..

我现在真的很不舍得..
不舍得跟你分手..

我还有机会挽回吗？

分手了...

2010-03-29T18:23:00.000+08:00

今天...我们分手了..

我...真的不希望会有这么的一天...但是...还是无可避免的...

很怀念跟你在一起的日子...

还记得我们第一天一起出去....该怎样形容...尴尬吧..
我也不是很清楚我当时的心情...兴奋？害羞？应该是吧...

我们是没有其他情侣那样，天天都能见面...
因为各忙各的...
我上学院，你上中学..
你还要去补习...上钢琴课程..
所以我们都只有晚上才能见面...
所以每次跟你在一起的时间...我都很珍惜...

我们不是有很多一起出去玩的回忆...
但是..
我们却有在一起面对一切，一起扶持对方，鼓励对方..
陪着对方时候...

我现在不懂要说什么..
满脑子都是你..

现在...我会尝试把我们的回忆埋葬起来...
试着回到我以前单身的生活...
试着把一切都忘掉...
应该很难吧...
但是我会努力....
你也是...

当你跟我说要分手的时候...
我知道..
你的心也是和我一样..
不舍得...
我听到你哭...
我自己更心疼...

但是现在不发生都发生了...
就我们一起加油吧..=)

我们不要分咯...

2010-03-22T15:25:00.000+08:00

昨晚..
你突然说 ' 我们分手咯'
我直接stun在那边...
然后你问我给你三个不分手的理由...o.O

我说了很多个..
但没有一个是你要的..
最后..

第一个理由..
我忘了..=.="
因为那时为了第三个很重要的理由弄到我头脑要爆炸了...zzzz
好像是..
承诺过要一直很爱很爱你...
我就一定要做到...
你勉强的接受了...>.<

然后我也说了另一个让你满意的理由..
我...
我曾为了你..而哭...(看到的不要笑...不好笑..=.=")
你也跟我说你明白..
还解释给我听，说当一个男生为了一个女生而哭...他是真的爱你了..
=）

最后一个理由..
我用上了超过一个小时的时间...才想到..
还以为太迟了...
因为你说十二点前想不到的话..
我们就分手...=(
还好...没事...
那时已经差不多十二点半..
你没理我了...
我不想放弃..
一直sms给你...
希望那么多封信息会有其中一个是你想要的..
但是你还是没理我...
还记得我最后一封信息
理由是....
除了我之外，没有人比我更爱你...
然后我就说晚安...
我当时以为我们真的要分了..
我还在房里哭...=(

到了今天早上六点多...
你...
sms我了...说...‘对不起，昨晚睡着了’
我回了一句‘没关系’..
你就打电话过来...
我当时...真的放心了...
因为你说不分了..
因为我的最后一个信息...我的最后一个理由..
就是你要的！
我当时真的真的很开心！！！
=)
还笑了起来...>.<

没想到最后关头...我才想到...=.="
哈哈...

除了我之外，没有人比我更爱你...
夙容..
我爱你...

i cried....T.T

2010-03-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

izit if a guy who cried means he is soooo weak and useless?

mayb some will think like tat but some will not...
everyone got emotion....
everyone no matter guys or girl oso got anger, sad, happy and everythings..

i mean...
guys and girls...was just the same...
but the way how they show their emotion was a bit different..
like..sad...

when a girl sad...they just cry...
if it was a guy who sad...some mayb juz go hang out with fren and get crazy...
or clubbin or anything...

but me...i did both....
coz..juz now...
i cried..
it was the 1st time i cried bcoz of my family..
last time when my grandpa and grandma pass away..
i dint cry...
but today...
its hurt...and..i cried...=(

everything start from yesterday nite...
tis was wat i write last nite in Facebook.

原本打算明天要回家的..
现在..
我不想回了..
=(
我就是不明白..
为什么哥哥犯下的错..
就一定要牵连到我的吗？
我现在20岁..
才交到我的第一个女朋友..
连要跟她出去看戏都不能..
我之前已经曾有爱情恐惧症..
不敢交女朋友..
现在我鼓起勇气..终于有了女朋友..
你们却还是反对...=(
你们让我对你们越来越有反感了...
从小到大..
你们都没支持过我做什么..
我想学跳舞..
你们反对..
我就骗你们说学校有活动..要出席..然后我跑去练舞
想学魔术...
还是反对..
就自己偷偷买魔术的东西回家偷偷学...
然后..
form 5毕业..
想进修IT课程..
你们也反对..
我才硬着头皮..听你们说去读business课程..
最后成绩出来一团糟...
你们才肯让我转去IT..
中学时期..
我也很听你们话..
没交女朋友..
现在才有第一个女朋友..
你们还是反对..
不理我做什么事..
你们都反对！！都不支持！！
=(
去年我去表演...跳舞+魔术表演..
你们看了...没话说...还说我浪费时间玩..
根本连称赞的好话都没有..
还有..去年我的生日..你们都不记得！！
还问我:"是你的生日咩...?"
我真的..真的..
很伤心..=(
我现在..不懂要做什么了..=(
很想哭....T.T

tats wat i wrote...
and juz now...
around 10 sumtin,,
i reach home...
but i never speak a word....

till...
i'm reading newspaper...
my elder bro ask me how was the psp..
p/s: the psp was get fix last time but then still got problem...so i help him to get it back to the shop and check again...

almost every week..he asked me the same question..
EXACTLY the same question...
and today...i'm really in bad mood..
so answer him with a bit anger lor..

and...

HERE IT GOES....

he scold me!!!!
tis was wat he scolded to me:
OI! I GOT PAY THE MONEY DE WOR..
I ASK U HELP ME ONI JEK..U TALK TO ME WITH ANGER FOR WAT?
EVERYTIME SAY STUDY STUDY..
PAK TOH U KNOW LAR!!
p/s: the psp repairing fees was RM380..but he pay me RM160 oni...the extra i pay de...

and tat time...
i know my dad and mom sure angry me bcoz i juz get a new gf..
refer to last nite's note tat i paste above..
then my mom shouted to my elder bro: STOP TALK ABOUT PAK TOH THING!! ITS YOU WHO MAKES THEM TO GET FOLLOW WAT U DID!!

my mind think: wtf? wat i've followed the shitty ppl(my elder bro)?? =.="

and then...
lets get retarded..

my bro, dad and mom...was having their world war...
and i juz keep silent over there...
till they stop..

then i having my dinner..
as usual...a big bowl of rice...

but tis time was much more than the usual...
coz i tot wan to eat a lot and forget wat juz happen..
in chinese we call it '咽下这口气..'
while i'm having it...
i started to feel like crying...
but i juz keep eat and eat and eat... a lot!!

edi about one hour d now still full...=.="

then after finish dinner alone...

i get in to my room...
locked...

and....
i...
started..
to..
cry...

juz...suddenly all the tears cames out...and my heart is pain...i realize i was really sad tat time...
i dunno wat to do...
juz hugging my pillow and cry...without sound!! coz i dowan to let them knowing tat i'm crying...=(

and then...
suddenly my dad come knock the door...
and i quickly clean out my tears and open the door..

my dad came in..
and told me..
if want to use the car 2mr...use lar..
but i reject it..
i said i dowan..
coz i really doesnt feel wants to talk with him...

then he goes out from my room...and i locked it again...
i dunno wether he saw i'm crying anot...
hope he's not...
but at the same time oso hope tat he knew about tat...
to let them know tat i'm really sad..=(

luckily i still got my baby...
she keep accompany beside me...
till now...
SuRong...i love u...and..thank you...<3

now...
i still feels like crying...
juz...i try not to cry anymore..
=(

and thks to everyone who cheer me up...
and always stay with me and support me...=)
thks guys...love u all...

and the most important and special one...
my baby~
i love u...
thks for always stay beside me...
accompany me no matter i'm happy, sad or emo...
THANK YOU...
love u soooo muchiieeeeee~~<3

errr,,,,tak tau apa mau cakap...cincai post...LOL

2010-03-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

hahah....
cincai post oni....

coz now dunno wat to do...
waiting my baby reach home from dinner...her hp no battery d..=(
then gonna chit chat....>.<

today ar...
suppose to be go for class de..
but then i went for the PTPTN buffering....xD
coz i reapply again for it...last time apply d...
then..
THE STUPID GOVERNMENT PTPTN there said system problem...
and they saw my previous course was still on goin after i transfer course and pay back all the money....=.="

tats y they dint approve tat time....sien dao~!
then need to reapply again...
last week oni get the agreement...and pay RM20 for the stupid 'stem hasil' zzzzzz
then back to the class...and...
wat lecturer was teaching? dunno..=.="
but still need to do the tutorial....LOL
and then back to hostel and get the laptop i reformat last week for my fren's cousin....

yeerrr~~
i wan earn money lar~~~=(
if not later i pokai d...zzzzzz

then FB + sleep for whole day..=.="
2mr got VB programming test....but i dint do revision...
think later really need to do revision liao...
coz our lecturer said 2mr's test would be damn difficult...LOL
then still got dunno 3 or 4 assignment ar~~~
wednesday need to submit one of them...and its a group assignment...
but we still not start yet....hahahaha
summore never discuss yet....LOL
need to rush it 2mr...haha..=)

tis week...errr.... i think i need to go back home...>.<
feel wanna go home...miss my parents...=)

but now..
i oso miss my baby~<3

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i'm always missing u....
every single time, every single day...>.<
i love u b~♥

aiFM 爱耍Young聚会

2010-03-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

today...me and my baby and oso my fren went to AiFM's event-aiFM 爱耍Young聚会 at Angkasapuri there...near the Mid Valley..xD

it was the 1st time aiFM held a function like tis...and the happiest thing is...
i can go with my baby~<3

me and my housemate went at around 1...my baby went with her sis, fetch by her dad...
and me...noob..=.="
i dunno how to go actually...but b4 i go...i sure got get prepared de lar..google map..=.="

print screen the map and transfer to my handphone...but still...i go wrong road..=.="
but luckily i regconize where am i..haha....but we still late a bit...LOL

tis was the second time i went to a studio....coz last time i went to oneFM studio...now aiFm's studio...xD

but tis time we got get into the rtm's recording studio....summore become an audience inside..=.="
i oso dunno leh..LOL

i've took some picture there...hehe...

大海报~~

东于哲跟培杰

aiFM DJ 夜鬼头理强哥哥

aiFM 直播室

最后来张大合照~~~！！
嘢~！！

ow yea~
almost forgot d...my baby play games with them there...and we won a Nikon digital camera...xD
blek =P

and then after the function ended...we left at around 6.30pm..=)
and her dad come and fetch her...
then me and my fren went for dinner...xD
at kuchai lama there...
and then balik lu~~
xD

it's fun today...=)
especially when it's the time be with u together..
baby, i love u~<3

i'm sorry...=(

2010-03-11T09:46:00.000+08:00

baby~<3
i'm so so sorry...
i shouldnt did tat to u..=(
i shouldnt keep forcing u to see me...

i know u're sick....
doesnt feeling so well...
but i juz wan to see u and hug u and kiss u..
to let u feels better...
try to take care of u...

tats why i keep asking u to come out and see me...
coz...
i miss u and i love u...<3
miss u soooo much...

i'm so sorry for last nite...=(
i'll promise..
no more...k?
i wont be like tat anymore...

love u b~<3

i'm falling in love~~~

2010-03-09T08:36:00.000+08:00

the 1st day i know u...was from Facebook..

at 1st...i never tot tat u could be in love with me and oso i'll be in love with u...

everythings begin from OneFM....bcoz of OneFM..bcoz of Lucas, i get the chance to know u..=)

it started when i'm chatting at Lucas's Fans page...and...i saw u...(i mean ur profile..>.<)

so...i add u as my fren...then...after u approve...we get a chance to chat to each other one on one....

well...i tot u're juz a girl tat i get to know in facebook and wont get a chance to meet up...
but...when i ask for ur number...u gave me...and we started to contact to each other...almost everyday...

i started to feel sumtin....but i not sure wat feeling was tat....and we chat and chat...sms...phone calls...everythings..

until....

the day we get a chance to hang out together..=)
and....errr....can i skip the steps? LOL

and yea...we get along together....so our official anniversary was on 6th of March 2010...the official one....<3

and our next date...tis sunday!! hoooray~~!!!
cant wait for it...coz i miss u soooooo muchie....>.<

love u b..<3

i love u

2010-03-01T22:32:00.001+08:00

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i...miss u.....=(

2010-02-28T18:09:00.001+08:00

suddenly....

i miss u...=(

You know,
I still wait for your calls and you messages,
as sad as it may seem.
I haven't given up the thought that you'll come back to me.
I think about it day and night,
and even in my dreams.

i really hope u still be there for me...
but....its too late...

If I could hold you tight,
For just one more night,
Would it be alright,
If you could be with me tonight?

why? why did u promise to me at 1st??
if u're not planning to do it....so pls dont promise anything with me....

Trust Is Everything...

I trust on u...but...u make me dissapointed....
why....why did u want to do that?

did u know tat its hurt? =(
my heart is pain.....=(

I have never loved, 'til I first met you.

u're the 1st girl who ever say love me so much...
and u're the 1st girl who ever hurt me so much....=(

Trying to forget someone you love

is like trying to remember someone you never met.

i'm trying to forget about u now....
and its harder than wat i thought...

We went so far,
only for me to realize you don't even want me,
now we are all arguing.
I said I never wanted it to be this way again,
yet here we are.

i really hope tis never happen to me...
did u realize how much i love u?

Pain is all i seem to know.
Im waiting for the day when i learn to let go.

i'll learn to let it go....

Your precense is no longer with me,
your heart is no longer mine,
i'm just another guy to you,
who you will forget in a matter of time

written by
Xeno_G - Michael

yes yes yes~~

2010-02-28T13:54:00.001+08:00

wooOOooo~~~

finally...i've change my blog skin...xD xD
i'm so happy...love tis skin so so much...>.<

so long time dint update blog liao...hehe...
sorry yea..xD xD

when was my last post? b4 chinese new year...think so...LOL

CNY..sure holiday lar..enjoy 1st...xD
but not much fun...summore i cant feel the CNY..=.="
dunno y....
everyday juz stay at home and paly computer games...LOL
but wednesday i git went out with my fren...xD
watch the movie 'Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thieves...damn nice...xD
then went for supper and fetch her home...xD

and thursday....CK and Fion called me at nite...and we went to the OneFM Studio...xD
summore we brought siew pao for Lucas and Sumi...hehe....
after tat...we went to the Desa Park City....its the 3rd time i went there....still the same...nice!!!
i'll bring my gf there next time...

BUT.....yesterday nite....i juz broke up with her...=(
i feel wanna cry!!!! T.T

but now is getting well....
thanks to everyone who care about me...especially u...Ting....thanks....
i'm okay now...=)
life goes on...rite?

nothing much to say now..LOL
dunno wat to write....xD xD

waseh!! siao ar!!!

2010-02-10T20:17:00.001+08:00

counting 1,2,3...not only you and me~~

ahahaha...how many days i dint update d?
LOL...i nvr count..=.="

watsoever...zzzz

err....where should i start??
hmmmm...
monday?tuesday?today?

nvm...tuesday lar...coz past few days oso nothing special happen...xD

tuesday ar....we got a VB programming test...zzzz
and bcoz of last two weeks...i had my suplementary resit exam for Java programming...
i miss my VB class....zzzz
i'm not meant tat i miss it so much...i mean i missed the class...cant attend for the class bcoz of the suplementary exam..=(

u guys will guess why izit related rite??
haha...
bcoz i missed the class...i dunno wat lecturer is teaching in the class....coz tat day study for new topic....summore is calculation...arrgghh!! i hate math...
all i know about math is t^u + (2tu/i) = i<3u
=.="

then tuesday's test...is related to the lecture....zzzzz
and i dun even know how to do..=(
wat is dim? wat is parse? wat is.....?
walao!!!
apa benda tu?
i dunno leh...
so...5 marks....BYEBYE~~~~
=(

WEDNESDAY, 10 FEBRUARY 2010

today ar....
early in the morning...
the ptptn counter call me...=.="
and ask me to sent the supportive document to them for re-apply my ptptn...
LOL...
wuadafak lar...
haiz...no choice...had to get it to them...
then i go photostat my IC and other things lor...
then pass to them..
after tat wait for my fren and went for class...
then when we're having our break time...
OMG!!!
someone chop his hand in cafeteria!!!

and....he's not student..=.="
he was the worker in the kitchen of the cafeteria...
and from wat we know...
he get a call from his fren...and tell him tat dunno his wife or girlfren runaway wif his best fren...LOL
haiz....people and their stupidity. =.="

then the cafeteria aunty ask someone send him to the hospital....dunno how was he now...

then we continue our class...xD
and...THE END...

LOL~~

2 more days...will be the Reunion dinner for CNY liao....
for sure i'm goin back...=)
but i'll be goin back 2mr nite....coz friday dun have class d...xD
and i'm sure tat after i went back....they'll ask me to clean up the house...
BECAUSE.....my elder and my younger brother wont help....zzzzzz
i wonder are they counted as our family? =.="

they damn lazy lar....haiz....i got nothing to said about them edi...*speechless*
so after i go back...will keep on bz bz bz...
summore i'm not yet shopping for my CNY clothes yet...=(

and when enjoying my CNY holiday...i can 100% enjoy at all....
coz got 4 assignment is waiting for me to 'date' wif them...=.="
anyway....GAMBATEH!!!

and~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR FOR EVERYONE NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, WAT RELIGION YOU ARE...=)

GONG XI FA CHAI~~
ANGPAO LA LAI~~~

a BRILLIANT way to promote beer

2010-02-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

just now i found a video from the web..
with a hillarious and brilliant way to promote their product..

its a beer advertisement...Cerveza Andeas, a brand of beer in Argentina
they came out wif a 'teleport' machines for it....

watch the video to show how it done...

T0Day was 28th January 2010...xD

2010-01-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

today...as usual...i went for class..BUT...

today i got a suplememntary resit exam for JAVA!!!OMG~

last sem i failed my Java..LOL...tats why...yea...

my Java Programming textbook...xD

then i went back for my Visual Basic Programming class....
oh yea..
for my Visual Basic Programming class..
i've create a program on my 1st class..xD

request from me if u wan it...xD

then after the VB class...we went to Sungai Buloh to had our lunch...at a shop named 'Do Re Mi'
its my fren's aunt's shop...a western + eastern food shop..xD
tis is the second time we went there...the last time was in last semester...means errr.....around 4 months ago....LOL~

when we're goin from college...
guess wat i saw in our college
--->>>
--->>>
--->>>
--->>>
--->>>
--->>>

a Nissan Fairlady 350Z!!!

nothing special rite? actually got..
its a widebody...LOL...
and tis one is new in our college!!!
today i juz saw it...haha..

and the read side of the 350Z...=)

and then rush back to college for class....ow...E-Commerce class...skip it....dowan talk about it...ahahahaha

then its the time for.....Data Comm class~~
xD xD

ow...forgot to said tat...today actually i got 3 classess...haha....
and u see the book i'm carrying today...

LOL~

its heavy!!
wtf....summore after bought the book for e-commerce, then will become 3 books...OMG~

last few day doesnt feel wan to blog...so now i'll tell sumtin bout pass few days lar...

errr...yesterday...
when we're in Management and Administration class....
my fren too free and nothing to play...
u see wat they play in the class b4 lecturer is coming...

oppss....forget to rotate the video...LOL....

sorry sorry sorry~ neka neka neka~

i think they dunno i've record it...LOL....
now i scared later get scold by them..aaaahhhh~~

RECENTLY~

i'm starting to listen to BigBang's song and Justin Bieber's song...ow...
and oso SNSD's 'OH!'
addicted to them...keep on replay and replay..haha....
Justin Bieber song was intro by my fren....she said it was nice...then i try to listen on it...and...it was nice!!!
haha...thanks shirley~ ^^

and....hmmmm....
oh yea....last week...
last friday...i went for our dance practice....
coz i juz join my fren's crew...named IX- Ignition X
and then they ask me to show some choreograph dance for them for around 30 secs..

so....i choreograph it....wif my poor dance skills....LOL...
and here's the video of my 30 secs's poor dance step....hahaha...

don't laugh k? xD

stop teasing me...LOL
i know i have to imporve it...xD
and i will...=)

New Days, New Hope
Enjoy every little things everyday..

L.O.V.E

2010-01-27T21:08:00.000+08:00

你们知道L.O.V.E 的定义是什么吗？

L代表Listen(倾听)
爱就是要无条件无偏见地倾听对方的需求~并且予以协助....

O代表Oilgate(感恩)
爱需要不断地感恩与慰问~付出更多的爱~浇灌爱苗~

V代表Valued(尊重)
爱就是展现你的尊重~表达体贴~真诚的鼓励~悦耳的赞美~

E代表Excuse(宽恕)
爱就是仁慈地对待~宽恕对方的缺点与错误~维持优点与长处~

超辛苦啊~~！！！

2010-01-21T01:55:00.000+08:00

我从十二月未开始生病..=(
伤风，咳嗽...连头痛发烧都来...
但发烧晚上就好了...
还以为H1N1...

前个星期就好了...
但是昨天有来...
Mr.喉咙痛又回来探我了..=.="
有开始咳嗽...=(

现在...
哇...
很辛苦...=(
好像越来越严重了...shit!!
现在已经是1.58am了...
刚才想睡的时候咳到更厉害...
咳到呕...
把晚餐全吐出来了...>.<
啊！！

现在怎样好？
一直咳嗽...

刚才还突然间想起有个assignment明天要...
而且还是presentation...=.="
无奈....

今天是日记情人节！！！

2010-01-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

可能你们都不知道今天是什么节日..
但我知道..
其实...
今天是...
日记情人节！！！

每年的每个月..
都有一个情人节...
十二个不同的情人节...
十二个不同的庆祝方式...

所谓的日记情人节..
就是在日记中把对喜欢的人的表白和计划写出，
在心中撒下爱的种子。

而我..把我的blog当成我的日记..
理所当然的...我会写在这里...

给我喜欢的Elly...
在我还没认识你之前...
我喜欢着另一个女生..
但那女生是我朋友的前女友..
所以我也不能做什么..
只能在背后默默的关心她，陪她，爱她..

但..现在..
我认识了你...
因为你..我很少去找那女生了...
每天我一起身的第一件事..
就是查看你Facebook 的 Profile...

现在的我..已经把这变成我的习惯了...
爱,是什么？
很多人都问过这愚蠢的问题..包括我..
但现在我明白了..

爱,不单单三个字 '我爱你'就可以解释的..
爱的最高境界...
就是把爱当成习惯了...
就好像习惯了每天听你声音,
习惯了跟你吵架，听你撒侨...
习惯了有你的日子...
当你把所有的事都当成习惯后，
这就是真正的爱...

相反的...不习惯的话..
就不是真正的爱...
但也可能是还没爱到这个程度...

现在...
我真的是习惯了有你陪我聊天..
陪我傻，陪我一起玩...
那你呢？

我也是要谢谢 oneFM, 谢谢Lucas, 谢谢[~卢卡帮~]...
因为他们...让我认识到你...
现在的我..
只想你在我身边...
陪我一起度过这2010年的第一个情人节...
好让我可以疼爱你,保住你,关心你,陪陪你...

Elly,
我爱你;
I Love You;
Saya Cinta Pada Mu;
あなたを愛しています(AiShiTeLu);
나는 당신을 사랑합니다(SaRangHeyo)...

赶快把你们想表白，想对你喜欢的人说的话写在日记吧！！！
祝全世界的情侣还有单身的人..
情人节快乐！！！

the 4th day of 2010...xD

2010-01-04T12:03:00.000+08:00

tis few days...still sick and stay at home...
my dad and mom come visit me last saturday...

coz they know i'm still sick and get the medicine for me...
bcoz the stupid clinic tat around here was not opening...until today...=.="

in tis few days...err...
quite okay...
addicted to oneFM d..
LOL

tis few days keep stick wif oneFM and oneFM DJ-Lucas's facebook page and chat wif all the 'strangers' fren...LOL...and oso DJ Lucas himself..
i started to join them on saturday...coz tat day was so damn high in there...haha
like clubbin...listen to oneFM playing those latest hit song and we're having fun in the facebook page there...haha...

and now still stay in there...chit-chat wif them...play wif them...
u guys got listen to oneFM yesterday? got my name there leh...
Lucas said my name there...aahaha!!!

quick!! join us in http://www.facebook.com/onefmlucas#/onefmlucas
we'll be having fun there!!!

and guys...watch tis video in FB...
made by my fren, BongAndrew
http://www.facebook.com/onefmlucas#/video/video.php?v=232749403543&ref=nf

and i oso found tis song....a remix version of top 25 hit song in Billboard...quite nice one!!

Happy 2010!!!!

It Ends Tonight..

2009-12-31T11:37:00.000+08:00

today was the last day of the year 2009...i feel its kinda weird...

i dint update blog from 25 dec until now..

so now i'll update it..xD

at the 24 Dec..christmas eve...me and my fren went to Safari, Genting to celebrate it..but we're kinda late a bit...when we reach there its 12.15am...so we miss the most highest time in Safari..=(

but we still enjoy it tat day...u guys can see my the photo tat we took at safari at my Facebook page..xD
after tat...we went back at around 3..and we went to cheras to had our supper...hehe...
reach home at around 5..and sleep for the whole day!!!

25 December 2009

err...nothing special...sleep and on9 awhile and sleep again...xD

26 December

forget wat happen d...xD

skip~

Monday, 28 December 2009

today i went to work..xD
and...
early in the morning been scold by the boss...=(
coz its been a week i dint went for work...
so i need to know is there any promotion anot...
so i ask the boss..
and u know wat he said?
he said: dint u saw i'm bz here? go ask others...
(tat time everyone is bz..and the boss juz jang up his phone..he's the only one i can ask)

FUCK YOU...
then..

around 8 sumtin...
he scold me why i juz sold 1 laptop today...
others can sold 2..
wtf?
more than me 1 laptop oni oso wan to scold?
=.="
its not everyone will buy laptop when they come to have a look...
FUCKED..

and..
tis day, was my fren's uncle wedding day...xD
but i dint follow lar...

he juz told me wat happen...all of them drive BMW 5 Series...damn kaya...LOL
my fren oso drive his uncle's 5 series...hahaa

at nite they went Aloha to celebrate...haiz...i cant go...=(

Tuesday, 29 December 2009

early in the morning went top work..
been scold..AGAIN..

coz last nite i forget to keep the laptop tat i nid to reformat..
so..its my false..
but..
if others did tat...he dint scold!!!
=(

HE IS AN ASSHOLE~~
FUCK YOU..

yesterday i dint went for work..
not bcoz of i've been scolded..
but i'm sick..
woke up early in the morning...
keep cough..
and its damn fucking serious..
sudddenly cough and get flu..=(

and cough until stomach muscle pain...its hurt!!

then at nite..
i'm getting headache...and fever...
wuadafak??

today is the last day of year 2009...
wan me to get sick meh..
mayb it's time to change my luck...
tats y getting sick..
haha....

today i oso dint went for work..
sick~
haiz...

dunno how i'm gonna celebrate new year tonite...
FUCKED...

update later..

2009-12-26T01:33:00.000+08:00

lol...juz now oni remember my blog..

i'll update mayb 2mr nite...

feel lazy and sleepy now...

2mr nid work...wake up early in the morning...

=(

oppss....blog updated...xD

2009-12-24T07:48:00.000+08:00

errr...how long liao? hmm...around 1 week?? yea..
1 week oni mah...din upload blog oni...holiday wor...go back serdang lor...xD

yesterday yesterday juz came back...then at nite go makan....again...LOL...
tat day i juz had my reunion dinner at home...then come back and go dinner wif my fren again..haha...

then yesterday we went times square...the girls said wanna shopping...LOL?
then we went there...oh...and oso sungei wang...xD

when we're at times square, we went to my fren's uncle's shop...the one selling bag..and oso watch...xD
u can go have a look on the shop...called 'The Bag Shop", located at Level 5...hehe
*promoting huh?*

and i bought a new card deck...xD

the Bicycle Black Tiger Deck...

TADA!!!

BLACK TIGER DECK!!! *love it*<3

these are the back of the card...niceeee...

and the front...let me explain...
the upper one is the Spades...the one in black
and the bottom is the Heart..the one in red..
now both oso in white...confusing huh?xD

the Aces and the Kings...

and tis 2 is the special cards...front..

and back...xD

overview....hehe...so nice...^^

now i cant stop staring on it...LOL

after times square...we went sungei wang...girl's shopping paradise...

we keep on jalan...walk here walk there...and around 8 sumtin we head back to my fren's uncle's shop...and help a bit...

and we close the shop ar 9.30...then...dinner time!!!

my fren's uncle decide to bring us to the famous Sg.Besi Wantan Mee...xD

err...i dunno how to describe the place....not familiar wif there..haha...
but the wantan mee is soooooo niceeeee...xD

then we balik liao...home...
home sweet home....hehe....

and today....24th Dec 2009...

i woke up around 5.40am....damn early...

i got flu...=(

my nose...OMG...almost cant breath...LOL

then i boil a bowl of hot water...
and drink...

then...i went jogging...juz now came back from jogging...LOL

b4 i went for jogging...i check on my facebook...then got a girl ask:"flu still wanna jogging"

haha...kenot meh? LOL

after jogging for 4 BIG round around my hostel....i oni found out tat my hostel(cova)...so HUGE....haha...

then i head to the gym...and workout for about 1 hour...^^

too long time nvr jogging and workout d...now a bit tired...

gonna get shower soon...and breakfast wif my fren...
and oso plan for tonite's christmas eve...

where we gonna celebrate huh? *thinking*

ciaoz...

home sweet home~

2009-12-19T09:43:00.000+08:00

yay!! holiday!!!
yesterday i juz came back from hostel there...xD

and reach home around 8 sumtin...then had my dinner...hehe

b4 i come home...i went one u to buy sumtin...buy some blank cd and a deck of card...xD

then i meet up wif some of my magician fren...coz its been long long time nvr meet up edi...and i've been quite long time nvr practice magic tricks edi...so i need to start from beginning again...LOL

tonite..i'll be having a gathering wif my secondary fren...oso quite long time nvr meet up edi...xD
gathering at Mine's Heritage, Gasoline...hehe...

bored~~~

2009-12-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

everyone went out...left me at home...=(

my fren went to his uncle's child's 'full months celebration'
LOL...i dunno how to translate from chinese to english...xD

now holiday...but nothing to do...i mean ow started to holiday...but nothing to do...
2mr went back home...then saturday had my secondary school class's gathering...then...mayb find some of my fren..ask them come out...long time dint see them edi...

miss y'all...

wat to do now? seldom got ppl chat wif me de....i juz pm few ppl...oni got 1 person reply me...but i think we oso wont chat too long....short term of chatting...LOL

now the user is lack of input
*p.s: user = me.....input = food

i'm not having my dinner yet..now starving...and lazy to get downstair and dapao...LOL

so how?

keep day-dreaming...

wat a day..LOL

2009-12-17T10:06:00.000+08:00

errr...where should i start?

yesterday morning...
i got exam early at morning yesterday...so i woke up at around 8 and get prepared...then when i walk to the lift...wtf??
all the lift had full....and continues for few times....=.="

then...no choice...i decide to use the stair...from 13th floor until 2nd floor....LOL
but luckily i'm quite sporting...went for dance or basketball...when i'm free...xD

then after exam...i met my DIBA fren...and chat wif her and him(got few ppl there mah)
after tat...went back hostel at cova...and go for a nap...till around 5...

and my another housemate from johor came back...then we go for dinner and went rawang for 'ppl hunt'...LOL

we go there to find a person...refer to the address given....and wtf??
the place damn scary u know? like those orang hutan place...LOL...'san ka la' places...

and got a road got damn lots of dogs....keep barking on us and chase us...came near our window summore....bcoz tat time is around 11 sumtin...so we open our window and search for the house lor....and the dog like wanna jump in..=.="

and summore some places is damn smelly...smell like pee...LOL...
walao!!! tak boleh tahan....@.@'

then we suddenly plan to genting...(juz suddenly...wanna go genting? LOL)

so we go lor....from rawang to genting...actually we're from KD here, to cheras, then cheras to rawang and rawang to genting...xD xD

and we speed along the up hill road...hehe...when we reach there...we tot wanna go Safari...but there damn lots of ppl...lots of budak kecik....i mean those teenager who're younger than us...LOL
and we're wearing short pants and slippers...last time my fren still can in..but tis time got guard in front there and check everyone...check pants, shoes, IC....=.="

so we cancel our Safari plan and go for a walk...*cold*
we walk for about an hour...and walk back to our car there...
and suddenly become damn windy....cool~

then my fren suggest..."michael..u dare to take of ur shirt ar?"
wtf?

then i said...'u dare, i dare..'
and he straight away take off his shirt...and i followed...

and we open our car's sound system...damn loud...and lepak like sohai there...without our shirt...LOL LOL LOL

and around 2.30...we start to goin back cheras...fetching my fren go home...xD
all along the road...my ear is like *blurr*...cant hear so clearly....=.="
its normal...everyone oso will be like tat...haha

and finally...we reach home at around 4...xD

and i went to sleep after Facebook+ing for awhile....

then today i got exam summore...juz now came back from exam...xD
but later got my last paper....System Analysis and Design....

then...yay!!! holiday!!! xD

balia cinema...

2009-12-16T01:14:00.000+08:00

today had my 2nd day on my exam...xD

but its damn f*cking easy...English Study...LOL

and after the exam....i go settle for the PTPTN...coz yesterday they ask me go apply again...
then when i go...they told me tat need to wait the headquater there write a letter for me then oni can apply again...wtf?

then i went home...and sleep...xD

and suddenly Mr.Zamzuri( he handle all the thingy about PTPTN inour college) call me...and ask me to get my previous resit for the payment last time when i transfer course for him...=.="
then oni can settle and mayb doesnt need to apply again...

sien...

after tat...i went SEGi KL to fetch my fren...with my housemate..xD

and wtf...damn jam...lol...we choose the wrong time...=.="

and we not so know about the road at KL...LOL...keep on goin the wrong road...wtf...

and finally...we reach there after about one and a half our...lol lol lol...

then we fetch her go home(Cheras)..but b4 tat we go for dinner..xD

and suddenly she said she wanna watch movie...Storm Warrior 2...

then we straight away go Leisure Mall for movie...

wait for movie for about half an hour...when the time had reach 10...we go in...

and we found out that...the GSC at Leisure Mall was so damn 'balia'

*ps:balia = teruk

when we watch until half way...suddenly no sound on...wtf?
and tis keep on goin for few times...LOL
no mood liao~

but the movie is quite nice lar..juz the sound system...SUCKS...

balia cinema....

then after movie, its about 12 sumtin..and we went home...

now we juz reach home..and mayb will gonna study and mayb not...LOL...2mr will had our Data Structure and Algorithm exam..xD